In Love With A Cereal Killer [Book 1] (On Hold)

~Chapter 33 Dead Body Identified

Evan POV

We all were playing Mario Kart but I couldn't help but be distracted. I kept glancing behind me, seeing that Jonathan was still standing there leaning against the wall. Watching us play, I know I shouldn't try and bother him but I can't stand it no more. With a heavy sigh, I dropped my controller on the coffee table.

I got up from the couch and they looked all at me with a questioning look. I soon turned towards Jon slightly and made my way over to him. They understood and turned back to there game. "Hey...Jon, are you feeling ok, why aren't you hanging out with us" I asked with sadness in my tone.

He sighs and looks me in the eye, "I'm fine Evan, you don't need to worry about me" he said with a reassuring smile and looks away avoiding eye contact.

I sigh, I gently put a hand on his cheek and turned his head to look at me. "But I do care, so you better get your depressed ass over on couch and hang out with us, right now" I demanded and he bursted out laughing. I smile warmly and hooked my arm onto his and dragged him to the couch.

~Time Skip

We were having so much fun, Jon was even smiling. It warmed my heart when I saw that smile, what am I thinking I shouldn't be thinking about my friend in such a way.

I thought the fun would never end......until the news came on. "Breaking News, a dead body found in an alleyway is identified as Jason Vorhees, the serial killer, has been murdered, it appears that he been stabbed in the chest over 20 times" the news lady reported.

I felt anxiety fill my body as I stared at the screen. That was same alleyway, I was attacked. I heard a soft but dark chuckle, I turned to see Jonathan starting to laugh insanely. Oh no......that wasn't his father was it, did he just kill his own father.

Delirious POV

I felt myself slowly losing control as I felt so many emotions for my father. He wasn't the best father in the world but he was still the only family I had left. "He deserved it" My delirious side said taking control over my body and my voice. I felt my eyes beginning to water as I thought about when everything was good, when I still had my mom.

~Flashback

"Jon honey come back here" mom soft voice giggle chasing after me. I laughed as I ran to my father, I jumped into his arms knocking him down onto the grass. We laughed together and I turned my head to see my mom towering above me.

My mother grasp me in her arms and I did my best to wiggle out and start running again but failed. She held me tight in her arms, she leaned down and placed a kiss on my forehead. "I love you sweetheart....and I will always love you, you must never forget that fact" she whispered and I looked up at her watery blue eyes. Small streams of tears roll down her cheeks but yet she still had the warmest smile you'll ever see.

~End Of Flashback

I could tell there was something on her mind back then but I never knew what. She was always so soft and gentle, you can't blame me for going insane when she died. She died from a cruel man, who made bad decisions that resulted in my mother's death.

She didn't deserve to die, I just wish I could turn back time and erase the mistakes I made.................it's my fault. It's all my fault, I was so young and childish. I distracted her from the road.

~Flashback

"MOM, MOM, look at teddy bear, he going to do a cool backflip" I shouted in excitement. I made teddy bear do a backflip and she turned her head just a second to look at me play with teddy bear. But in that second it was when I saw a car speeding down the road on the wrong side. "MOMMY LOOK OUT" I shouted and the last thing I saw was teddy bear and the horror in my mom's eyes.

~End Of Flashback

I could never forget the screech of the car when we crashed. It was my fault, all of it. If I didn't distract her from the road, she would've probably survived. She could've swerved in time and survived but she didn't and died because of me.

She didn't deserve to die, it's me that deserved to die that day. My dad was right when he said it was all my fault. It was all true, every word he spoke was true.

Luke POV

I watched as my bestfriend was slowly breaking down inside. I quickly went to his side, hugging him to keep him calm. "Jon, everything is going to be ok" I whispered but he didn't respond. Then out of nowhere, he roughly pushed me off of him.

I fell to the floor from the amount force he used on me. "EVERYONE DIES BECAUSE OF ME" he yelled from the top of his lungs, stomping on the floor. "It should have been me" he mumbled underneath his breath, falling to his knees. I crawled over to him and put my hands on his cheeks. "Jonathan" I shouted in his face but once again he didn't respond.

His eyes were super glued to the floor, that it. "JONATHAN DENIS, LOOK AT ME WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU" I yelled with fury in my voice. It was probably the only way I could get his attention. He told me never to call him that because Denis was his mom's last name. He never bared that name of his father. He glared at me with sharp blue eyes. He looked like he was going to yell at me but didn't.

Instead, he just cried his eyes out, I held him the whole time. He's a brother to me and I will do anything for him. "It ok Jon, I'm here for you" I whispered in his ear and he whimpered slightly in my chest. He continued to cry nonstop and I looked at the guys with sympathy in my eyes.

Evan looked the most concerned, he looked like he wanted to hug him too but was heistaning. I moved my fingers through his black hair trying my best to calm him down even more. It made me sad seeing him like this, it isn't his fault. He was just taught to do the wrong things when he was little.

I lose my whole family in one second, I know how it feels to be hurt to the core. That's why I swear to protect him with my life but I failed him when I left. It was my fault, I'm the one who is to blame. Sometimes I ask myself, how can I keep myself sane.

The one thing that kept me going was him and my friends. They are why I'm not losing my mind because of my family's death. They're family, they're all I have left, they're all I have left to live for. I wouldn't be me without them.

I'm very sorry for not publishing in a long while. I decided to take a long break but I'm back and I will be sure to started publishing again. It wasn't because I have been losing ideas for the book. I actually have alot of things in sort for you. There will be lots of twists and turns of emotions. So good luck for future chapters. I love you all, thank you so much and I will see you next time. Bye, Bye.😃👋

~BlueWolf203