Daily Bread

Wretched

For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.

If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good.

Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. 

For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not.

For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.

Now if I do that I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.

Romans 7: 15-20

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This is me sometimes,  conflicted within me.  I just knew apostle Paul also felt and experienced the same conflicts from within him.

I want to do things that is pleasing to God,  but sometimes I would do what is pleasing only to me.

Sometimes my brain says I should do this but I turn out not doing it. And do what I should not do.

Oh wretched girl that I am!