Kai

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My room occurred to be all burned when i got myself together a few hours later. The feelings took over... again. I wish they were gone. But then again, I felt bad for kicking Lloyd out of the house. He looked so frustrated when i yelled at him... What kind of man would do this to such a good and soft human being like him?! I wanted to do something to make him beam again... so badly.
My mind was a mess. Now, that everyone knows we had a 'thing' that day at school... i don't know how what to think about it. At first, i was angry because i was afraid of some people's reactions to me being gay...
But how Ryder or anyone else of apparently my 'friends' could say that out loud? Are they actually the ones i wanna spend time with? The only person that i was able to share my emotions with was that tiny, blonde boy.

Anyways, all i know is that if i fail this year, i'm gonna have to start over and that would be tiring enough. It's time for school...

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