Lloyd

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I entered the school and the first thing that stole my attention was Kai. We looked at each other for a while now. I think both of us wanted to say something, except none was able to. The brunette was standing next to a few guys in black, leather jackets. I could easly recognize them from the day when i asked if at least one knew what was happening with Kai.
Soon enough I realized how everyone stared at us. I saw Kai getting a little embarrassed because he certainly started to look around the hallway. I focused my eyes on something else and simply walked away. I heard Nya, Jay, Cole and Zane calling my name. I just walked past them with tears in my eyes. I felt weak and out of place so how was it possible to focus on studying? I needed to take a break from everything. I ran to the locker room downstairs and heard the school bell ring as a sign of upcoming lessons. I sat on the cold floor in a chill, isolated place, thinking everyone has left to their classes. I laid my head on one of the lockers and closed my eyes. The thoughts in my mind were running circles. ,,Is mom going to be okay?'', ,,Am I, just like her and dad, fascinated by blood and killing?'' , ,,Can my self harm be explained by a mental disorder?'' , ,,Am I good enough to become the green ninja?'' , ,,Does Kai... even love me?''. I didn't want to spend my time on someone who doesn't care... It's just I kept thinking about him. Despite the fact that I had a lot going on, he was the person I ended up daydreaming about. I wonder if he did too...

After a while i just fell asleep. This day already seems tiring. I'm wondering what happens soon...

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