i'll be good // e.d

15. on top

(no song)

lanas pov
11:03pm

you know that feeling when everything feel right in the world?

that's how i feel right now

puré bliss

our moans and heavy breathing filled the room.

out of all the times me and ethan have fucked.. it never felt like this. it never felt so.. real. so meant to be.

his lips grazed my jaw line as he slid himself in and out of me.

the first time we ever had sex.. it was raining. kind of funny right. outside the droplets attacked the window pains. it created a calm atmosphere.

ethans cold finger tips grazed my nipples, making my skin prick

ethan was different.. different then anyone ive ever been with. he was cold but yes sensitive. he was aggressive yet gentle and sometimes he loved too much and then sometimes not enough. he was complicated to say the least. he never purposely tried to hurt me, even though he has a lot.

my nails dug into ethans warm muscular back, he threw his head back and gripping the headboard

"alana..." his voice deep as ever

his hips met my inner thighs with a slap every thrust

the way that ethan made me feel was undescribable. in every possible way. whether it was holding my hand, looking at me, doing something that i loved or fucking me... all of it was amazing. i've definitely got a soft spot for it and he knows but sometimes he tells himself other wise

"get on top" he ordered as he pulled out and moved on to his back.

i straddled his waist and slowly slid down on him. letting him feel every inch. he gripped my hips and pressed me down as far as i could go. i moaned in return.

his fingers gripped my skin as i bounced up and down. he left amazing in me

he was all i ever needed and wanted in life. he still is.

god i love him so much.

he slowed his thrusts as he sat up and wrapped his muscular arms around me. his breath heavy and unsteady on my neck. i tilted my head back as he left sloppy wet kisses behind. i continued to grind as his kissed down my chest.

his body felt so great on mine. electricity flowed between us.

"baby..." i breathed

"yes love.." his lips barely above my neck.. his words vibrated through me.

"i'm gonna cum."

"cum." he wrapped his lanky fingers around my neck. applying pressure.

a feeling of complete euphoria rushed over me and the most intense orgasm flooded my nervous system. i arched me back and once more dug my nails in his broad shoulders.

cussing and moaning

an intense rush of fluid ran out between my legs. all over ethans waist making a complete mess everywhere

"god baby"

i continued to ride him as his breathing become heavier and he started to twitch. i knew he was close

"ride deep while i cum in you."

i spread my sore legs far, letting him hitting a whole new spot.

"fuck" he shouted. he gripped my ass pulling me down. i wrapped my arms around his neck and kept a steady pressure on him. he became rigid.

his threw his head back and let out a good deep moan.

he gave me one more thrust and i knew he had came.