i'll be good // e.d

10. with all my heart

^song : don't be scared/sophie meiers (repeat)

lana's pov

10:22am

i woke up with ethan's arms wrapped around me. his body pressed firmly next to mine. his soft breath on my neck. i felt every time his chest fell and rose on my back. it was a peaceful feeling. something i had felt many times before.

the curtains were open from yesterday but not much light shone it. it was cloudy but it wasn't raining. i did have a class today at two. it was a marketing class and i generally enjoyed it.

i could tell ethan was asleep from his breathing patterns but i decided to see if lex and gray were up so i snaked out of ethan's hold and found some questionable sweatpants and a large t shirt on my dresser. slipping them on quiet as possible

i turned the door knob but ethan stirred in the sheets

"where are you going baby?" he sat up, rubbed his eyes and let out a short laugh. his voice was deep with sleep. it was sexy as hell. a certain pressure started between my legs

i turned around "to see if the others were awake, i didn't want to wake you."

"it's okay." he pushed himself out of bed and pulled on his jeans from last night but left his shirt in a heap on the floor. he walked over to me and picked me, leaving me to wrap my legs around his waist.

i guess i had an apprehensive look in my eyes. but i did have an apprehensive thought. he said he loved me but did he mean it?

"what's wrong?" he asked

"last night..." i said, gripping the sides of his face. his unshaved faced scratched my palms

"yeah what about last night."

"you told me..."

just say it, stupid

"i told you i loved you. is that what you were gonna say?"

i nodded.

"and you want to know whether or not  meant it because i was drunk."

i nodded again

"well i loved you yesterday, i love you today and i'll love you tomorrow squish. i meant it with all my heart." he smiled. pulling me down allowing my lips to connect with his.

after setting my back down on the car floor he questioned me

"you said you loved me." his eyebrow raised

i nodded

"i'll love you forever."

"ugh i'm glad because i already love you forever."

lex and gray were sitting at the table when we got downstairs. gray had cereal and lex had peanut butter toast, her favorite.

"good morning guys." she chirped.

someone got laid last night, she was always super perky when that happened and i would know. i think she's slept with more guys in my house then hers but i don't really care just as long as i don't hear them

"cereals about all i got." i said to ethan holding the fridge door open.

"fine by meeee."

i pulled out the milk and one more thing. the apple juice.

i unscrewed the cap and tilted it against my lips. ethan started smiling so hard. i handed it to him. he tilted it back to his lips.

"frosted flakes, good?" i asked

"yeah." i made two bowls of cereal and passed him one. he leaned against the counter and scooped the wet flakes into this mouth.

i stared unconsciously.

"what?" he asked

i shook my head and carried on my eating.

around eleven, gray took lex home. he took the car which i meant i needed to drive ethan home when he was ready. i didn't care. i'd be able to see his house. i'm sure it huge. his parents have always have money and they always give them whatever they ask for.

12:00pm

"what time is your class today?"

"two."

he was laid out in my lap. his head rested on my thighs. i played with his soft hair as his rubbed his thumb over my knee. the tv played quietly even though we weren't really watching it, just enjoying each other's time.

"you can take me home at one." he said turning over so he was looking up at the ceiling.

"okay." an hour

"do you want me to make you some lunch before we go?" he asked

i was shocked.

"what do you want me to make me?"

"your favorite?"

spaghetti.

"which is?" i quizzed him

"spaghetti."

god..

"only if you want to. i'm definitely not gonna force you."

"you stay, i'll be back."

he left me on the couch. my legs felt lighter but also began to get colder.

he was in the kitchen for about forty five minutes before he came back out with two bowls. the pasta on the bottom, the sauce gently spooned over the top and cheese grated on top. '

he even remembered the cheese. how could you not be in love with him

he handed me bowl and fork. then plopped down on the couch, kicked his feet up on the table and mixed the food around in the bowl.

i twirled the pasta on the fork and put it in my mouth.

it was amazing, probably some of the best i've ever had. he always gave me the best of everything.

"this is amazing." i exclaimed loudly.

he laughed.

"really?"

i nodded my head fast and continued eating.

one o'clock came around faster than i wanted and i dropped ethan off. i went start back to school and made my way to my class.

1:45
me
can i come over at 3:30, i wanna talk

1:50
ethan
about what?

1:55
me
you'll see

2:00
ethan
sure, i'll provide beer?

2:05
me
okay, sounds good