Honeymoon Avenue || a.i.

Chapter 21

\\ okay so I imagine Ashton as 19 year old Ashton with his luscious hair and yeah //

\\ oh and picture is of Morgan yay //

I still can't believe it was all just a dream.

It's hard to believe.

"I brought you pizza. And Luke. And Morgan." Ashton says as he walks into my hospital room.

I smile as Luke smiles back and a girl with red hair and green eyes smiles at me. I remember her as my best friend, Morgan.

"Morgan." I say and she comes over and hugs me tight.

"Oh I missed you so much Cart." She says and I smile into her neck.

"I missed you too." I say and Luke comes over and hugs me.

"Missed you Blondie." he says and I giggle at his old nickname for me.

Let's do a background check.

•Luke was my only friend in kindergarten and still is one of my best friends. Used to call me Blondie and I used to call him Ken because he reminded me of my Ken dolls as a child.

•Morgan joined me and Luke in first grade and her and Luke had a crush on each other until they started dating sophomore year in high school. She always called me Cart and I called her Lil' Red because of her bright red hair. It looks dyed but is not.

•Ashton and I have been dating for 4 years and I love him but haven't told him yet, in fear of him not loving me back.

How do I remember all this you might
ask? I don't fucking know. Go read a book.

"How are you feeling?" Luke asks as he sits on a chair a little ways away from my bed.

"I'm alright." I say and Morgan lays down beside me and puts an arm around my neck. Ashton takes a seat on top of Luke, making me giggle a little.

"Wanna hear about my dream?" I ask and Luke and Morgan nod. I tell them all about Michael and Calum. And Annie and Zoe. And about the beach house and the fight with Annie. I tell them about my mom and living with Ashton.

"Wow." Morgan says and I nod.

"And it took place over the corse of 6 months." I say and they nod.

"Was this Michael guy hot because he sounds hot." Morgan says and Luke gives her a death glare.

"Luke that's not cute." she says and I laugh.

"Yeah he was hot." I say.

"Hey!" Ashton pouts.

"But I wasn't dating him in my dream, I was dating Ash because Ashton's gorgeous." I say to Morgan and wink at Ashton.

"Here that Luke? I'm gorgeous." Ashton says and I giggle at him.

"It's good to have you back Cart." Morgan says and rests her head on my shoulder.

"I'm glad I'm back Lil' Red." I say and rest my head on her head.

~

Later that night the doctors let me out. Ashton came home with me to my apartment. That's right. MY OWN apartment.

"You wanna stay home from school tomorrow?" Ashton asks.

"Nah." I say a I walk into my bedroom and change into come leggings and a All Time Low crop top.

"How do you look hot in everything?" Ashton asks and changes into a pair of sweats he's left here and takes his shirt off. I smile and he places his hands on my hops and pulls me towards him. I throw my arms around his neck and place my forehead against his.

"Carter I've been wanted to tell you this forever now. And I'm just gonna say it okay?" Ashton says and I nod.
"
I love you. I love you so fucking much and I don't even care if you don't love me back. I just really fucking lie you and want you to know it." He says and I smile and press my lips against his.

"It feels good to kiss you again." he whispers.

"Ashton I love you too. I've been wanting to tell you I love you but I was afraid you wouldn't love me back." I say and Ashton slowly backs me up to the bed until I fall onto it. He hovers over me and kisses me again.

"How could I not love you? You're beautiful, funny, kind, amazing, huggable, a really good kisser, you like to cuddle, and I love you." he says quietly, barely above a whisper. I smile and pull his neck down so our lips meet, once again.

"You're too good for me." I whisper as Ashton goes down and kisses my neck.

"No you're just really good so it works." he says and I laugh making him smile against my neck.

~

"Carter babe it's time to get up." I hear and scrunch my nose.

"I don't want to get up." I say and I hear a faint chuckle.

"Carter. Get you're lazy ass up." He says and I laugh and open my eyes to find an Ashton with his curly hair all over the place and a stupid smile on his face.

"You suck." I say and sit up.

"We have school!" Ashton says happily and them rolls his eyes and gives me an annoyed look.

"Ugh lets get up." I say and Ashton pulls me into his chest.

"5 more minutes?" He asks.

"No." I say and wiggle out of Ashton's grasp. Leaving him to study me as I get ready for school as he lays in bed.
I quickly get dressed into some fishnet tights, some denim high waisted shorts and I tuck in a tank top that says "you like me? i like you more" on it that is low cut in the armpit area. I pair a coral lacy bandeau with it an my combat boots. I throw my hair into a perfect bun and bring some short hairs down to frame my face. I put a black bandana around my head as a head band and walk back out to see Ashton pulling on his skinny jeans and a Sex Pistols shirt and his Vans.

"You look cute." He says and walks over to me and kisses me.

"I try." I smile and he smiles back as I go out and eat some toast and a glass of chocolate milk. I grab my messenger bag back pack and call for Ashton.
"One second!" He says and comes down the hall as he shoves a few bracelets on his hand. I put on a ring that's just a band that has the words "your forever is all that I need" engraved on it. Sleeping With Sirens yo. Ashton grabs his backpack that he leaves here since he practically lives here and intertwined our fingers as he grabs his car keys.

Im not allowed to drive for 3 months because of my stupid car accident I was in fucking 6 months ago stupid doctors.

We pull into a parking spot and I get out of the car. We walk in and I feel everyone's eyes on me. I hear someone whisper "Carter Reed is back. I wonder if she's okay?" And I smile at the person. We walk up to Luke and Morgan.

"Morning." I say with a smile.

"Good morning my dear." she says and gives me a side hug.

"Ew school." Luke says and walks up to us. He gives Morgan a kiss on the cheek, making her blush. I look at Ashton and giggle a bit as he shrugs and touches his nose to mine. I quickly peck his lips before the hell bell rings and we have to part ways.

"Love you dear." Ashton whispers in my ear before Kissinger temple quickly and walking away, giving me no chance to say anything back.

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So yeah this is happening and I'm sorry of you dot like it anymore I just got the idea of having her be in a coma and bam I wrote it and published it without even knowing what I wrote.

Anyways so sorry this is late it's just my friend has been over all day and I was shopping all day and it's midnight thirty here and this is my only chance to update.

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