Lustful attraction (Casualty)

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Madison sat in the kitchen and sighed. She was feeling rotten. She had been out the night before but she hadn't drank as much as she normally did and she felt more rotten than she normally did with a hangover when she drank twice as much. She ran her hands through her hair and sighed. Madison felt nothing but guilt. She knew she and cal weren't together but she felt awful over the fight that they had and she felt even worse knowing how she had kissed fletch. She looked to Esme as she walked into the room and smiled "are you okay?" Esme asked as Madison shock her head "my head is a mess. Like such a mess and I don't know what to do" "is it over cal, he is really messing with your head" Madison said as Esme sighed "we had a fight and I went out and I did something stupid" she said as Esme frowned

"Stupid how?" She asked "I kissed fletch" she said as Esme looked to her shocked "wow, please tell me it was a drunken mistake I mean he is a married man" Esme said as Madison nodded "I know, I do I just feel like an idiot. I wasn't even that drunk. I was sad and upset over the fight I had with cal. I just wish that it didn't happen. I mean I am not that girl. I am not the girl who kissed a married man. I am just so confused over everything with cal" Madison said as Esme looked to her and smiled "I know, I get it. You need to talk to cal over it all. You need to adjust how you really feel as it is becoming a lot more than sex between the both of you now" Esme said as Madison nodded. She knew Esme was right and she needed to sort it with cal

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Madison got to work and sighed as she saw cal. She ignored him and walked into the staffroom and sighed as she saw he was following her. She looked to him and sighed "what do you want cal?" She asked as he looked to her and smiled "I want to talk. I don't want to fight with you anymore. I'm sorry" he said as she sighed "what is the point" she asked as he frowned "because I like you" "I know but I will never trust you call. It's all a mess with us and I won't trust you not to beak my heart. I'm sorry" she said as she walked off. She wiped the tears away knowing it was breaking her own heart to do it but she had to do it

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Madison sighed as she walked into the toilets and sighed as she ran her hands through her hair and frowned. She was scared. She was scared as she feared her feeling off was more than a hangover and she was scared that she could be pregnant and she didn't know what to do