I confessed to him not so long ago.
And now, he told me
"Can you stop liking me, Ellie? It's making things really awkward between us. And plus, I would never like you."
My heart was shattered into a billion pieces.
Before I could say "I'm falling into depression", tears started welling up in my eyes. But I forced myself to keep my cool and managed to say
"Ok sure, Xavier!"
with a smile.
I told myself,
"Liking Xavier will not do you any good. Even Rissa said that he's a playboy."
Like telling myself that constantly is gonna work.