I know... I know...
I said I wouldn't like anyone. Yeah, I know. No need to criticize me. Let me explain first.
I knew he existed since the start of last year but I never really talked to him. To me, I always thought he was just another guy like all the other guys. A really weird, maybe autistic or something, random guy. I even thought he was creepy and scary, but then again, I think a lot of guys are scary and creepy.
I never thought I would fall for him.
I'm pretty sure the question all of you are asking me now is:
"How did you fall for him? Why do you like him?"
Well, like I said, let me explain.
We started getting closer at the start of this year through DMs because I keep sending out random friend requests. We became friends and became closer until the point that me, being this stupid AF girl I am, started realising that I'm unintentionally falling for him. I even promised myself I wouldn't fall for him. I told myself that it would be impossible to fall for him.
It's not that he's a bad guy to like, it's just that he's disliked by many people, and associating myself with him would only cause more problems for me. For example, people that hate him would automatically start to dislike me too, just for talking to him. I understand completely how that feels, so I know that it will definitely happen. Why people dislike him, I don't know, and I don't plan to find out. If I find out, then that might affect my judgement towards him and I'm not doing that. I mean, it's not like my reputation is the best either, so, who cares?
Anyways,
I found him to be funny and weird, but in a nice way. Surprisingly, he was smarter than I thought. To me, he's very sweet and considerate in his own way and he's very cute when he smiles.
However,
This guy and Rissa used to like each other.
Why in the f***ing hell am I always falling for Rissa's leftover crap?
Why in the f***ing hell am I always picking up the crap that Rissa left behind?
Why, WHY, WHY?
