Finally.
A new year.
I can finally start over.
From trash friends in previous years and trash report cards.
I can finally try again to study properly and actually pay attention in all my classes.
A new start, a new impression.
A new impression on everyone else.
But, for some reason, I didn't want 2019 to finish.
I didn't want to grow older.
I still want to be a kid and I still want my parents and my grandparents to stay the same age.
After seeing my grandparents during the school holidays, I was heartbroken.
Their bodies keep on degenerating every year I see them and it's getting harder for them to move about.
I still want them to stay young and healthy.
Why can't I just stop time for a bit and be allowed to spend more time with my forever-aging grandparents?