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"I didn't say it was you did i" I smirked as Marshall placed his head on my shoulder

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"I didn't say it was you did i" I smirked as Marshall placed his head on my shoulder.

"It was though wasn't it" he whispered.

"Maybe" I whispered back. "I just don't know"

"What do you mean you don't know?" He said

"Well you are what 22 years older than me, old enough to be my dad. Hell im the same age as hailie. What would everyone think?" I sighed.

"Hey age is just a number and hailie doesn't care babygirl, in fact she's encouraging me, in her words she has never seen me this happy for a while. And all the guys don't care" he smiled.

"Wait you talk about me to the boys?" I questioned.

"Yeah they all want to met the girl that's taking all my time" he laughed.

"Shit sorry, I forgot you are an actual rap god sometimes" I sniffed "I always seem to run to you when I have problems now"

"I'm not moaning about it am I babygirl?" She smiled

"No" I whispered.

"So there's your answer, right now you are going to need someone in your corner. I know how hard it is to lose someone and turn to drugs. So darlin I ain't going anywhere" he said pulling me into his chest. "Try not to worry about what the world might think. Because I sure as hell don't"

———

"The fuck is he doing here" I spat standing up from the table kicking the chair across the room. Before storming over to the door with Marshall and kade hot on my trail.

"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SHOWING UP HERE" I screamed on connors face.

"I came to pay my respects" he smiled.

"Should have thought about that before putting the hit out on my mum" I scoffed at him.

"I've told you I'm sorry" he whispered.

"Sorry doesn't bring Ma back does it" I hissed.

Connor just shrugged.

"Now get the fuck out of this pub before the next funeral that happens is yours" I screamed as my hand formed a fist.

"Can I just explain?" He whispered.

"Explain What? There's nothing to fucking explain. You were pissed off that you blew your last chance with me and pissed off about how close me and Marshall have become so you arranged someone to drive into my ma's car causing her to die" I laughed.

"Hayls I'm sorry" he sighed.

I was bored of him.

The next thing I knew my fist collided with his nose.

"Now get the fuck out" I spat before walking away.

I didn't get to far before I felt 2 strong arms wrap around me pulling me into there chest.

"You gotta calm it on the punching, can't have you fucking your writing hand" Marshall whispered in my ear causing me to laugh.

"Oi punchy you coming to light the fire" kade laughed.

"Piss off" I smirked wriggling out of Marshall's arms.

"as long as I'm the one who starts the fire" I said twirling my zippo in my fingers.

After about 30 mins the fires was blazing, ma's favourite songs playing.

I was just stood in Marshall's arms, tears running down my face as he gently rocked me.

———

Walking back into the apartment I kicked my trainers off before collapsing on the sofa.

I was done. I felt weak. I felt broken. I wanted to get high to forget.

"Get them thoughts out of ya head little one" Marshall said as he dropped on the sofa pulling my legs over his.

"What thoughts" I said playing dumb.

"Don't give me the bullshit jay. I know that look so you can't fool me" he said rubbing my feet.

"Damn I forget you've been where i am" I sighed grabbing the remote.

"Yeah and I will be damned if I let you go back down that road" he whispered "now what we watching"

"Chicago PD" I said snuggling back into the sofa.

"It better not be shit" Marshall laughed.

"Mate unless you want to be the third person that gets punched in the Face I would shut up" kade laughed as he placed two mugs of coffee on the table before throwing me my blanket.

"You will be the fourth if you don't shut up either" I bluntly said before turning the volume up.

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