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Marshall's view

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Marshall's view

"Jay please. Just give me the gun" I whispered taking a small step forward.

"Why do you even care" she cried.

"Because I don't want to have to go to your fucking funeral. You came into my life so fast and the connection we have is out of this world and honestly I'm start to feel feelings I haven't felt for years" I whispered "so please just lower the gun"

Just a couple more steps Marshall.

"What's the point anymore. Everyone I love has either died or fucks me up even more" she screamed with tears streaming down her face.

"Hey I'm still here aren't I?" I smiled taking half a step.

"I'm the one in this booth trying to get you to put the gun down. I'm the one that wants you on tour with me. I'm the one that is trying to make you as big as me. Hell in the one that helped you cover his name and replace it with mine" I whispered causing her to sniff.

"So doesn't that say everything it needs to. I fucking care about you Haylee" I said closing the gap between us.

"Marshall" she whispered

"I'm here baby girl" I whispered placing my hands on her arms "now I need you to lower that gun for me"

Neither of us moved for a couple of minutes but it felt so much longer.

Haylee slowly lowered the gun from her head, my hands instantly took the gun out of her hands. Releasing the clip, and placing it on the table. I tucked the gun into the waist band of my jeans.

Without saying another word Haylee collapsed on the floor in tears.

Flopping on the floor beside her I pulled her into my lap. Wrapping my arms around her, our limbs tangled together.

The only sound in the room was her sobs.

Rubbing her back to try and soothe her, I rested my head against hers.

"I'm here babygirl. I've got you" I whispered. "I'm not going anywhere."

The door to the booth opened to reveal Paul stood there.

"Marsh we are gonna need to record in here soon" he said.

"Babygirl in going to pick you up ok. Do you want to stay in the studio. The guys are here" I whispered.

She didn't say anything but nodded.

Some how I managed to pick her up as I stood up myself. She instantly snuggled into me and it honestly made my heart melt.

"I fucked up" she cried into my chest.

"It's ok baby girl. You only did one hit you will get through this" I whispered.

"It wasn't just one hit" she mumbled.

"What do you mean?" I asked, if she was back on the coke she was doing well to hide it.

"I've been back on it since Ma passed. That's why I've been so distance and angry" she sighed. "I need help"

"We will get you help baby don't worry but why didn't you come to me?" I whispered.

"I was ashamed" she muttered.

"Never feel you can't come to me ok. I'm not going to judge you" I said kissing the top of her head.

"I'm tired" she whispered.

"Don't fight sleep. I've got you" I smiled at her.

It wasn't long until she started to drift off to sleep. As she dozed off I could of swore she mumbled she loved me.

Ignoring what she said I turned my attention back to the room.

"So this is jay" bizzy said.

"Yeah man, sorry you had to see this" I sighed.

"Man it's ok, girls going through some shit but how you handled that was something else. She wouldn't listen to be just pointed the gun in my face when I went into the booth" Denaun laughed.

"Yeah that sounds like my girl" I laughed.

"Your girl aye" denaun raised his eyebrow.

"Well not technically but yeah" I laughed. "She even knocked her uncle out for talking shit about me and her. I think there are feelings there for her but she's been through so much she's kind of holding back and she's worried what people will think as she's 25"

"Wow never let me get on her bad side then and with the age thing. Who cares you are both adults so it's up to you two and no one else" denaun smiled.

I nodded at him whilst quickly sending a text to kade.

- I've got Haylee. But I'm gonna take her back to Detroit though she's back on the drugs has been for a week now -

Lifting my phone to my ear it didn't take long for the call to me answered.

"Marshall how can I help" danni said

"I need a favour" I said looking down at Haylee.

"You aren't back on the pills are you" she asked her voice full of concern.

"Nah it's not me. It's a close friend of mine. She's been clean for 3 years but things have happened and she's been back on coke for at least a week" I sighed.

"I will see what I can do" danni said before ending the call.

"Man she has you hooked" Denaun laughed.

"Yeah she has man" I smiled not caring who knew.

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