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Staring at the hole I had just punched in the wall I sighed.

Pain, anger, regret.

That's all I felt right now.

I knew it was stupid to get high that day, yet I continue to do it.

I had tried to change for Haylee but was now falling back into old ways.

"You really fucked up man" kade sighed as he got home.

"Don't you think I know that" I hissed.

"Don't take this out on me or I will fucking kick you onto the streets" he snapped.

"How she doing? Have you spoke to her" I asked

"I speak to her every day and I think she's ok" he said

"What do you mean you think she's ok" I muttered.

"Well she doesn't want to talk about it but she seems happier, from what she's told me marshall is really helping her through" he said smiling to him self.

"Bet he fucking is. The guy is old enough to be her dad" I spat.

"Look I know my sister ok and the fact she's my twin, she would tell me if something happened" he said flicking the kettle on.

"Yeah well her insta shows a different story" I sighed.

"Have you every thought that them posts are due to them working together" kade shrugged.

"Not the ones where they are in the booth together, he is so close to her and his hands are all over her" I said

"At the end of the day she can rap but she's never recorded so I don't see an issue. And he has been through exactly what Haylee is going through so he is the best person to help her" kade shrugged.

Ignoring what he was saying I knew what I was seeing.

I opened Instagram to go on her profile again.

Nothing.

The bitch blocked me.

"I'm going to Detroit" I spat.

"Whoa no your fucking not. Just leave her be yeah you are just gonna make it worse man" kade glared at me.

"I just want to sort this mess out" I sighed.

"And the way you are going around things is definitely not helping" kade said. "Just let her have her space and who knows she might give you another chance"

———

- it's done -

I smiled down at my phone. I definitely should have arranged this but it was the only way I could get Haylee back in the area.

About half an hour later kade came rushing out of his room.

"You ok man" I questioned.

"No my ma has just been involved in a car accident. I need to get to the hospital and I need to ring Haylee." He rushed his words out.

"Mate let me drive you, you aren't in a fit state to drive right now" I said standing up.

The drive to the hospital was silent. Apart from kade trying to get hold of Haylee.

"Any luck?" I asked as I merged onto the motorway.

"No just keeps going straight to voice mail. She needs to get here" he sighed as he hit call again.

We arrived at the hospital and without saying a word kade jumped out of the car and bolted towards the doors.

———

It had been hours since we arrived, kade still hadn't managed to get hold of Haylee yet.

We were still waiting on an update, Lucinda had been rushed into theatre.

I only meant for her to be bashed up not having to be rushed into emergency surgery.

I had fucked up.

There was no coming back from this.

"Why won't she pick up" kade shouted

"She will don't worry" I said as calmly as I could.

Another half an hour passed as we still had no news on Lucinda.

"Finally you picked up, sorry for waking you sis" kade breathed out.

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