Down with me ||Seventeen S.Coups ff||

Entry one: The Begining

Song recommendation: 'Dawn' Dawn ft. Jessie

Dear Diary;

I actually don't know what to say. This is my first time writing something like this. I am only doing it because my older brother Jinyoung got this for me as a birthday present. He said it would help me release my frustration. Hopefully, he is right. Okay, let me start at the beginning.

     My name is Park Sooyoung and I am the Princess of Kamber. I have two older brothers, a twin brother and two little brothers.

My brothers are all part of groups within the Kingdom's inner defence circle. My oldest brother Chanyeol is part of the oldest division: EXO. Jinyoung my other (and favourite) big brother is in Got7 the third group formed. My twin Park Jimin is in the second oldest group BTS.

     I know that it is weird that my older brother entered a group after his younger but, he didn't want to leave my younger brother and I yet. He was the main person taking care of us because our parents were busy running the Kingdom.

     And that leaves me with my younger brother JISUNGIE!! UWU!! Sorry. Not sorry. My little brother is the youngest in NCT. It is a very complicated concept for a group but easy to follow after you get it.

I am part of a self-made all-female division of the inner circle called Cross-Bow. There are more groups as well that are all female such as Twice, Red Velvet, Blackpink and ITZY. Also, there are more male groups like TXT, Stray Kids, ATEEZ, MONSTA X and his group Seventeen. Seventeen is made up of thirteen members: Dino, Vernon/Hansol, Seungkwan, The8/Minghao, Mingyu, DK/Seokmin, Woozi/Jihoon, Wonwoo, Hoshi/Soonyoung, Jun, Joshua/Jisoo, Jeonghan, and finally the oldest and leader S.Coups/Seungcheol.

S.Coups is not only the leader of Seventeen but also the king's ward, my best friend and crush. Cheol and I have known each other since before we could talk. We are very close. But that's the problem. He is the only one who is like that with me. So i ended up falling in love with him. It's cliche I know but I can't really help it now can I? Man, this is frustrating. Have you ever held in the biggest secret and had to resist the urge to just yell it out to everyone? Well, that's what it feels like every time I'm around, see or hear about Seungcheol.

I can't act on these feelings because of the strict rules I need to follow as a princess. My father has the most unfair rules for me. Whereas my brothers could probably get away with murder! I have never been outside the walls of the castle... to anyone's knowledge at least. Jinyoung, Seventeen 95 line and Cross-Bow often sneak me out at night to go adventuring in the woods for a bit. I wish I could leave. I hate the life of a princess. It isn't all bad but it also isn't all good. But no matter the day I've had I'll be able to move on from it now because I have this. My own record so I don't need to keep it in my head. I hope this will work.

Until Tomorrow,

Park Sooyoung