all this ruin i caused ruined me.as i stood in front of your closed door, i really am coming to realize that. maybe i'll really be left alone, after leaving so many people. maybe i'll be eternally hurt after hurting so many people.
i couldn't really help but push away those who mattered the most. but i really am still holding on to you but now you've let go. maybe you were never really mine in the first place.
but when you opened the door and i come face to face with your sad face and i've come to notice your bloodshot eyes, i really did think you were worth it all.
but i know you thought otherwise.
you were more of a danger than i thought i was.
loving people came along with the pain of losing them. is that why my heart still aches as it beats for you, even in the end?
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