i have never really had someone in my life that i always looked up to. i don't know why, but i never did. so this one's hard for me, but let me think.
who inspires me most in life?
the people who inspire me most in life are the ones who are very open and vulnerable to the world. billie eilish, for example, has amazing songs, and i think it's because she's so brave about talking about it all. i follow some users on insta too that are very open about their struggles and i'm just like "?????? how?" but every now and then i read or hear or watch something that makes me go, "wow. did you steal that from my head because rude." that's how much i relate to whatever it said. (shawn mendes' song "in my blood" was definitely like that for me) and i love the people who are brave enough to post about things that aren't so great under their real name.
and yes, i realize i only mentioned celebrities, but you know what i mean.
it is so dang hard for me. i post about it on here sometimes but that's literally only because i don't use my real name. why am i afraid? i don't know. in fact, i have two pseudos. but that's for another day, smh.
