Yuzuru Hanyu is freaking adorable and I(Javier Fernández) am in love with him.

Track 6: Bad Practice

Javier walked into the rink, expecting Yuzuru to be doing axels but to his surprise, Yuzuru wasn't there. "Where's Yuzu?" Javier asked Brian. 

"Good morning to you too." Brian smiled. "You guys sure are getting close, huh?" 

Javier felt slightly irritated that Brian wasn't just getting to the point. 

"He decided to practice early so he could leave earlier. He already left for Japan." Brian said, studying Javier's reaction. Javier averted his gaze, took off his skate guards and skated onto the ice. 

After practice Javier felt frustrated and sad. Practice went awful. He just couldn't focus at all. And he was also just not feeling it. He couldn't believe Yuzuru had just left. He didn't even text him he was leaving. He wanted to spend their last day for the week together. He knew Yuzuru was only here for the weekend but he thought he was gonna leave at night, not in the early morning.  

Javier laid on his bed and stared at the ceiling. Then he thought Hey, it's the twenty first century. I can just call Yuzuru. He grabbed his phone and dialed the number he already knew by heart. 

"Pick up, pick up, pick up.." Javier said. 

"Hello this is Yuzuru Hanyu speaking. I'm currently not available but please leave a message or call me at a different time." 

Javier's heart warmed up from hearing Yuzuru's voice. He didn't leave a message. Cause honestly he didn't know what to say. Was Yuzuru mad at him? Was it about what had happened last night? Javier felt sure Yuzuru liked it too but he just needed a little push. Or was he wrong? Did Yuzuru really not want last night to have happened? 

Also, since it was most likely Yuzuru's first time... Javier wondered.. Had he not liked it? 

Yuzuru sat int he plane, feeling more frustrated than ever. Practice was awful.

"No, no! Yuzu, where's your focus!" Brian yelled. 

"I'm sorry. I'll do better." Yuzuru said as he tried to focus on skating. His thoughts went back to last night. To Javier's soft touch. His sweet words that chilled Yuzuru to his core. How gentle he tried to be.. 

Did Javier know it was his first time? Did Javi know that he had enjoyed it despite him saying otherwise? Yuzuru felt embarrassed just thinking about it. Javier had seen him naked. What did he think? Yuzuru felt embarrassed and exposed. Sure, maybe he wanted it but not like that, not then, not there. Had Yuzuru been any good? Had Javier enjoyed himself? Yuzuru didn't want to think about it. 

"Yes and entrance.." Yuzuru shivered at the word as he prepared for his jump. He jumped into the air attempting a triple axel but falling straight to the ice. 

"You okay?" Brian shouted from across the room. 

Yuzu got up. "I'm fine." He said. He continued skating. What was wrong with him? Why couldn't he just concentrate like always? 'I can think about Javi later. For now, he doesn't exist to me.' With that mindset Yuzuru calmly skated forward. 

Two girls walked into the rink. They were chatting loudly. "Wait, THE Javier Fernandez?!" Yuzuru turned his head towards the girl who was speaking obnoxiously. Javi was here already? "YUZU, WATCH OUT-" Yuzuru banged hard against the glass on the side of the rink. He fell down on the ice again. "Itai!" Yuzuru whined, holding his hands to his forehead. 

"Damn it, Yuzu! Where's your mind?!"

Yuzuru face-palmed just from thinking about it. He thought his skating would be affected because he was in physical pain but this was way worse. Now, his head was filled with Javier and he'd lost his focus. He was finished, over, done. His skating career had only just begun and already he was messing it up. Yuzuru felt angry. Angry with Javier but mostly with himself.

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