It's ok

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It's ok to feel what you feel. It's ok to be over excited, it's ok to be sad .
I always know that it's ok to feel happy and sad but the lesson life taught me is that it's ok to feel jealous.
I don't wanted to but it's true. I felt jealous. People around us put this in our mind that jealousy is bad, but what they never knew is that it's a feeling.
I was ashamed to accept that i was jealous. I was. And it took time to accept this fact about myself, whenever i think about it i feel bad for feeling it. I feel like i am good person and I can't be jealous but the truth is it's ok . It's ok to feel in certain way. I have accepted it and is still trying to accept it completely.
I was jealous when that person who got what he/she don't even deserve.
I was jealous of those my parents used to compare me with.
But do you know , i have understand why we feel jealous.
We feel jealous when we are insecure about ourselves.
I felt jealous of that person who was thin because i was insecure about my increasing weight.
I felt jealous of that person who got everything, and I didn't.
But this time instead of denying the fact of being jealous i choosed to accept it and to be honest it's feel good. I feel good to accept my feelings because when i was denying this fact , my heart knows that i am lying to myself, i use to fell bad, i use to feel sad and something i don't know how to express.
I just want to say that it's ok. Accept yourself whole heartedly . It will take time but it is going to be worth it.

 It will take time but it is going to be worth it

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