Chapter 27~

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Chapter Song~ I eat my dinner in my bathtub then I go to sex clubs watching freaky people gettin' it on it doesn't make me nervous if anything I'm restless yeah, I've been around and I've seen it all I get home, I got the munchies binge on all my twinkies throw up in the tub then I go to sleep and I drank up all my money dazed and kinda lonely you're gone and I gotta stay high all the time to keep you off my mind ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh high all the time to keep you off my mind ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh spend my days locked in a haze trying to forget you babe I fall back down gotta stay high all my life to forget I'm missing you ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh pick up daddies at the playground how I spend my day time loosen up the frown, make them feel alive oh, make it fast and greasy I'm numb and way too easy you're gone and I gotta stay high all the time to keep you off my mind ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh high all the time to keep you off my mind ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh spend my days locked in a haze trying to forget you babe I fall back down gotta stay high all my life to forget I'm missing you ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh staying in my play pretend where the fun ain't got no end ooh can't go home alone again need someone to numb the pain ooh staying in my play pretend where the fun ain't got no end ooh can't go home alone again need someone to numb the pain you're gone and I gotta stay high all the time to keep you off my mind ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh high all the time to keep you off my mind ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh spend my days locked in a haze trying to forget you babe I fall back down gotta stay high all my life to forget I'm missing you ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh~ Habits (Stay High) By: Tove Lo

Niall's P.O.V

I moaned quietly as my body stretched on the bed as I slowly woke up. I opened my eyes to be greeted by the picture of Zayn and I kissing  on our wedding day.  I smiled and closed my eyes again. It's funny I have the exact same photo in the exact same place at home. I thought to myself before I shot up and looked around with wide eyes realizing I'm home... in my bedroom? I turned to see Zayn sleeping beside me. I shook him and he groaned.

"Zayn, how did we get home?"

"I brought us home last night."he mumbled looking away from me still sleepy.

"What? Why?"  I ask frantically.

I heard him sigh and he turned to look at me.

"Something came up at work. I'm so sorry baby, but we had to come back."

I sighed in disappointment I was having such a good time with him, but forced a smile on my lips playing it off that it was okay.

"Oh that's okay. I'm going to go make breakfast."

I kissed him and stood up.

"Niall, baby, I'm-"

I rushed out of the room and went downstairs to cook. Did he really have to come back for work? Was it that important? Or did he just not enjoy himself and wanted to come home? Don't get me wrong I missed everyone but I was just having such a lovely time with just my husband. I rubbed my face with my hands and rested my elbows on the counter staring at the wall. Maybe it was me.... maybe it's my fault we came back. I closed my eyes and groaned before starting to get the ingredients to make pancakes. About thirty minutes later the pancakes were done and I heard feet running down the stairs. Three heads popped around the corner and a small hands trying to squeeze past the three body's.

"Dad!!!!!" The twins shouted.

"Daddy!!!!!" Louis called out.

"Da!" Liam squealed

"Niall!!!"Sarah shouted along.

They all ran towards me and squished me in a tight hug. I laughed and let them hug me. They pulled back and I took Liam from Harry's arms. I kissed his forehead and looked at all of them. Harry and Hunter were beaming with smiles only dressed in boxers. Sarah looked just about ready to pop and had a big smile on her face along with one of Hunter's shirt and a pair of shorts. Liam was dressed in a onesie and had his mouth open as he giggled and snuggled into me. I look back to Hunter and see Louis with a big frown on his face as Hunter holds him.

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