I'll always be here || lh

Part1:38- youre not good enough

VANESSAS POV

it's just before the show. Everybody has already told me good luck and all that's left is me and the stage. Finally the lights dim, and I step onto the floor so they can see me. I Hear many screams come from the crowd as the first song begins.

"Hi guys!" I say into the microphone. "I'm Vanessa. I'm really glad to be here to sing for you, may I say you're an amazing crowd." I say giving a smile. I scan across the crowd and see many people, but my eyes only focus on one thing. I see a girl on the floor, maybe 20 rows back, holding a poster in the air with 'YOURE NOT GOOD ENOUGH' written in bold letters.

I feel my heart shatter to pieces once more. No,not again.

I focus back into reality to see a guard coming her way and taking her with him to the back. "I-I hope you guys enjoy." I say giving a fake smile and waving at the crowd.

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Throughout the show, all I can think about is the poster. Every song, every glance, every word, all that's coming to mind is 'you're not good enough.'

My time is finally up after what feels like forever. I walk off the stage and walk all the way through backstage, and onto the bus. I open the doors and lock them once I'm inside. After I'm in, I can't help but break down.

I fall to the floor and let tears flow from my eyes. I crouch onto the floor and pull my knees to my chest.

These fans hate me. All because I've finally found someone I love. I mean, I can't stop my feelings. I can't help how I feel towards Luke. I can't help that I love him. I can't help that. What do they expect me to do? Stop my feelings? Have they ever tried to stop loving someone they love so much? Everyone knows it's impossible. I could never un love Luke even if I tried.

I hear people talking outside and following comes a bang on the door. I hear them trying to open the door, but it won't budge. "Darling please open up." Mark says through the door. "Vanessa, Paul told us what happened. I know this is hard for you, but please be strong. Everything will eventually get better. Please ness open up." Bri yells. I get up from where I currently am on the floor and sit on the top step in front of the door.

They bang on the door for probably another hour or so, trying to convince me to open the door. I hear a muffled talking outside but I can't really make out what they're saying. I hear another bang on the door. "Baby please open up." They say. Obviously its Luke. "C'mon princess. Please tell. Me what's wrong." He says. I debate on whether I should open the door or not. My hand holds onto the nob for a few minutes when I let out a final breath of air. I unlock the door and as soon as I do, the door swings open. I see him, my perfect blonde boy coming in ,sitting on the step, and closing the door. He pats his lap so I can come sit on it. I slide onto his lap from my step to his. He looks down at me. "Baby, please don't cry." He says, putting my cheeks in his hands and wipes away my tears that have fallen. "You're gonna make me cry." He says. I let out a weak smile and a chuckle to go along with it. "Tell me what happened." He says wiping another tear. "A-a girl during my show." I start. " she held up a poster that said I'm not good enough." I let many tears fall and before I know it, I'm sobbing. "Hey look at me." He says lifting my chin to look into his ocean blue eyes. "I love you. And none of those fans can stop me from loving you. You are everything I could ever want. And just because those fans want to make me stop loving you doesn't mean i will." He says before pressing his lips to mine. I pull back and engulf him in a hug. "Thank you." I whisper. "For what?" He asks. "For putting up with me." I say pulling put of the hug. "I had nothing to out up with." He says before pulling me into another hug and kissing me on the forehead. I wipe my tears for the last time as we stand up and intertwine our fingers together. I open the door to see the people who wait outside.

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