Ponys Diary pt 2~ Ponyboy Curtis

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" July 15th"
"This was recent" you whispered

Dear diary,
It's been a month since I last wrote in this diary. Y/n and I have been hanging out almost everyday and these feelings that I have for her just keep growing stronger and stronger. Every day I stare at my ceiling wondering if she feels the same way as I do. I'm longing to tell her how I feel but I can't.
I need a sign, I need to know if she feels the same way. God she's making me crazy!! I go to sleep with her on my mind and I wake up with her on mind. Am I in love??
Oh jeez I think I am.

Tears are streaming down your cheeks and before you could turn to the next page you hear someone coming up the stairs.
" must be pony" you whispered. You hoped into his bed and whipped away your tears.

" oh hey y/n" he walks over to you and sits on the bed besides you
"I'm so sorry I'm late, I had to stay at school a little later than expected."
" it's okay" you said smiling and then looking away trying not to cry. "Why did I have to read his diary" you said to yourself.

" you okay?" He asked.
Pony has always been good with sensing when you were upset or sad.
" uh yeah of course" you say clearing your throat.
He takes your hand in his
" you sure?"
" yea, I wouldn't lie to you ponyboy"
You said as a tear comes down your face... shit.

" oh stop lying to me y/n"
He says then looks over to see his diary wasn't on his desk anymore, it was under your leg.
He moves your leg gently and grabs his diary.
" shit shit shit" you thought
" were you reading my diary?" he said with exasperation

" no, no ... shit I mean yeah... shit wait"
I'm fucked you thought
" how far did you get y/n?"
" I only read one word"
You said getting up from the bed.
" okay fine. I read your diary, I'm sorru pony but you don't have to worry"
" oh god, you must think I'm crazy y/n" he said getting up " please don't think I'm crazy..." he was going on and on.

You didn't know how to shut him up so you pulled him into a kiss and he kissed back.
" pony I'm in love with you too" you said
He looked at you with a happy expression and kissed you again with passion.

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