Alexandra Verlino

Ep 9: Who I Am?

I open my eyes again for today. The look of the same thing again. Guards to serve me with anything. My life has been just me and guards inside this room. I tried asking them to bring me outside, but they really were only assisting me to the backyard garden. I am so confused as of just how hard did I hit my head? It's not like I never been injured before, but to have a memory loss because of it is pretty much not going to make any sense. I even doubt the medicine they gave me at one point, so I rejected it once. But nothing actually happens.

I swear I was about to lose it because I feel so stuffy inside this room. It feels more like a prison than just a mere big room. I don't have my phone, or any access to the outside world. And these guys seem like they are nice with those smiles but will avoid my questions immediately once I start to ask. And the Shank guy, he is only available at a certain time. As if he is some sort of a gang leader. Argh!! I need to get out! I need to find GD!

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I finally able to walk properly after few days using the help of my human stretcher to bring me back and forth from bathroom to the bed or from the bed to bathroom. I only been able to walk past the huge gardens either backyard or front lawn, but both were sealed with some sort of iron gates and only those who has an access card can go out past those gates. My memory had gotten better since I started to recollect the runaway incident as a whole. Sadly, the last thing I remember was me being in JYP company. I still can't remember beyond that.

However, there's this strange dream I get every night about an old man playing with me when I was a child. The old man will leave me once I get tired and fall asleep. I would wake up on my bed the next morning and starts calling for my mom. Mom! I woke up right after that. I can't recall my mother's face. I don't know if I still have one living out there, waiting for me. Suddenly I feel like this runaway has been such a waste. Everyone would be safe, and no one would be in danger if I didn't act selfishly and never planned to escape. Now I don't even know who my family is, and if I even have one. The looks on the bodyguard who had been taking care of me these few weeks had been so familiar I can understand if they are annoyed with me asking them to buy me all sort of things like food and some games to make me feel less bored staying in the room.

Until that day where I finally find out who I was. Or I can say, who I AM!

I was bored so I wanted to walk around the garden. Somehow Shank comes in and prohibits me from leaving the room. It was useless talking to him because all I know he only cares about being strict on me. I don't even know how locking me in this room actually helps to remind me of my lost memory. Until few minutes later where I see Shank comes in again, this time with two guys that I think are too small to be his new members or my bodyguard. I look at them with no interest. I don't even pay attention to their conversation, but they are saying few words to shark and soon after Shank and all my bodyguards in the room left but the two guys remain at their standing spot. Well I guess they just think I don't need much attention since I can walk now. I just feel sleepy, so I was about to lie down, before I noticed one of the two guys run straight to me and hugs me tightly.

"Stella!! Don't you know I was so worried about you! I was so glad Ji Yong told me the entire plan and I forced him to take me here!" he even cares my hair softly with his left hand.

Okay, he is a bit dramatic. I can't even recall who he is. Or was. I push him back immediately and look at the other guy. The first guy talked about Ji Yong which is GD. It means, if he forced GD to take him here, the other guy who is standing is...

"GD.." I can only say that words softly.

I guess the first guy heard me and turns back to the second guy. I think I am right. He is GD!