The Act

3 High

I'm obsessed with writing koli ;-;

If you could recommend my books that would be amazing..

I write to get my thoughts out but I really love seeing people vote and/or comment. It's just so cool to see people actually enjoying something I created.

It's been a few days since Vic and the hot guy came over. I didn't ask his name, he was only there for practice. We didn't say anything to each other as kellin and whatever his real name is.

Only Alex and Randy but now Vic is inviting me to his house saying he wants to hang out. I have a feeling he's going to be there. I said I'd go but I'm not feeling good right now.

I've been taking my medicine but because I took a break it's made my system wonky. I didn't eat yesterday so I force myself to eat breakfast, well lunch if we are talking about time.

I get into my car and drive to Vic's house. As soon as I pull up I feel uneasy. Ignoring the feeling I open his door and let myself in. Mike, Vic, and the British Bitch.

"Hey kellin," mike smiles. Oh god, I rush to the bathroom and start throwing up. Welp, there goes my food. I flush the toilet and stand up straight feeling dizzy.

Mike comes in as I wash my face. "You okay man?" He asks closing the door. I look at him unsure. Mike might actually be my closest friend. He gets the real me more than anyone.

I sigh and run my hand through my hair. "My medicine has been making me throw up or lose all my appetite," I say and he nods a little.

"What is it for?" He asks trying to finally figure it out. Him and Vic know I'm on medication but neither know why or what for. It will stay like that too.

"Don't push it. Feel lucky I trust you with this much information," I say. He smiles a little and hugs me. I love hugs but nobody expected Mike gives me hugs. Everybody else thinks they will cross a line if they touch me.

Mike is like my brother, Vic is more of of friend. "Well have you tried weed? It helps with appetite," Mike says.

I'm not against weed I just don't go out buying it myself. I'd happily smoke with Vic or Mike anytime. "No, you know I'm scared of drug dealers," I say with a laugh.

He points to a drawer so I open it and see new toothbrushes. "Yeah I know, you pussy. How about we smoke now?" He says as I put toothpaste on the toothbrush.

"Okay," I say and start brushing my teeth. He leaves and I brush my teeth, tongue, and my entire mouth before finishing. I wash of the toothbrush and pull out a marker I have and write KQ on it before putting it up.

I leave the bathroom and make eye contact with Oliver. Yeah I'm pretty sure that's his name. He isn't looking at me with that annoying look anymore. It looks like he's thinking.

I don't smile at him but I don't frown either. I simply look over to vic and Mike who are talking in Spanish. I hate it when they do that, it always makes me think they are talking about me.

They look deep into conversation so I go to the couch. I feel really light headed.  Carefully I sit and put my face in my hands. "Are you sick?" A thick British accent asks.

"N- yeah, sure," I say not looking at him. It will be easier for him to think I'm sick them him be curious on why I'm throwing up.

"Not to convincing but okay, how old are you?" He asks.

I look up at him confused. Has he never looked me up? All my information is on it. "Twenty," I say sitting up a little.

Vic touching my forehead out of nowhere makes me flinch and gasp. Oliver chuckles and Vic seems annoyed at me. "When did you eat last without throwing up?" He asks.

"Tuesday," I say and looks annoyed. Its Thursday so it's only been one full day since I ate.

Mike puts a bong on the coffee table and Oliver smiles at Mike. "Vic, leave him alone. Let's get stoned," Oliver says and I smile in thanks. Vic acts like a mom sometimes.

"I'm ordering pizza, get started," Mike says tossing a bag of weed at Oliver. He catches it and starts setting it up.

Vic leaves looking upset. "Hey, come back," I say and Vic flips me off.

"Vicky, come backkkk," I whine trying to feel hurt that he flipped me off.

He ignores me and leaves. "How long have you been an actor?" He asks and I'm caught off guard.

"Do you not know who I am?" I ask and he looks at me. He doesn't..

"Nope, I don't pay attention to actors really. This is my first movie," he says and I smile.

He doesn't have know I'm always an asshole then. That means if I can act a little nicer and he won't question it too much. But I don't like him, he's mean. Maybe I should still be rude to him.

He takes a hit off of it and then scoots it across the table and tosses me a lighter.  "Uh, I get weird when high so dont look into any of my actions to much," I say and he nods.

I take a hit and slide it to him and the lighter. Because I don't want to do that over and over I get on his side and watch him take a hit off of it.

When I get high I stop acting so rude and I'm usually really happy and carefree. That also means I'm a bit more physical. Sometimes I ended up cuddling with Vic while high.

"You didn't answer my question," he says and I get ready to take a hit.

"I've been acting all my life. My parents are actors, you?" I say and then take a hit.

"Well like I said this is my first movie. I'm just doing this to get my face out there so maybe people will notice my band more," he says.

I want to be in a band but my parents won't let me. I pass it too him already feeling slightly high.

"What's you're band called and what do you do?" I say and look at him. He's looking at me.

"I'm the singer and Bring Me The Horizon," he says and we continue to smoke.

Thank you for reading, I hope you are liking it so far

If anyone has questions I'll be happy to answer