The Act

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Btw you're in my cult

We go into my room and I take off the hoodie. He takes off his pink shirt and then he pins me against the wall.

"W-what?" I say caught of guard. His knee is against the wall so I can walk away.

He smirks and I feel a blush cover my face as he checks me out with no shame. "You keep saying you're not gay but face it. We all know you are," he says into my ear.

His voice is rough but smooth at the same time. Deeper? I'm not sure but some reason its turning me on. Or maybe that's the pinning down..

Wow he's really hot-

Stop brain, I'm not gay.. I don't want to kiss him.

He chuckles when he sees I'm looking at his mouth. He pulls away and smirks at me. Why am I disappointed that he didn't kiss me?

I look at him and just to see if I like it I take a step forward. Grab his shirt,  and pull him down and I lean in. Our lips connect and I kiss him roughly. He instantly responds and grabs my hips.

I guess he doesn't want me to have control because he picks me up and shoves me onto my bed and gets on top of me. He pins my wrists down and kisses me roughly. He bites my bottom lip and I gasp in surprise and it kinda hurt.

I definitely wasn't expecting it so when I open my mouth to gasp his tongue invates my mouth. His hand runs up my side and I flinch a little at the feeling.

He chuckles and pulls away. "I don't want to fool around with you. Your just using me to figure out your sexuality," he says and sits up more. "I you want to continue you have to date me," he says and I look at his lips.

"You want to date me?" I ask and he smiles.

"Of course," he says and I blush.

I grab his hair and pull him down and kiss him softly. His lips work against mine and I hate what I'm about to do next. I put my hands on his shoulders and push away just a inch.

His eyes open and we look into each other's eyes. "If I date you what would that mean?" I ask really thinking about it.

"We can kiss and cuddle whenever we want.. and I won't pressure you into coming out or into anything you don't want to do," he says and I bite my lip.

"Okay.. but only because I think I might like you," I say and he smiles. "So what am I to you?" He asks and I blush.

"You're.. you're my boyfriend," I say and he kisses my forehead.

"Good," he says getting off of me. I glance at his pants to see he's bulging. He looks at me and I realize I have the same problem.  I get up and face away from him.

"Heres a shirt," I say giving him a bigger shirt I own and putting on my own shirt.

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Throughout the day not to much changes or happens. Well mostly,  I might be checking him out way more. I'm dating a guy.. I guess I can't tell myself I'm not gay.

I walk into my room from the bathroom and see Oliver laying on my bed. I feel awkward because I don't know how to interact with him. I want to go over to him a straddling him but that's so gay. I'm not comfortable with liking him but I do like him.

He sits up and looks at me. I give him an awkward smile and turn away to leave to room. "Nope, come over here," he says and I look at him to see he's signaling me to come over.

I walk over to him and he grabs my hips and makes me straddling him as he sits. I blush and look away. "I don't want you to be awkward with me. Nothing changed except a label," he says and I nod a little.

"I'm going to go hang outside and read," I say and he smiles and touches my face.

"Okay, um.. so I have a dog. If I'm going to be with you until you can get better medicine do you want to come to me house for a little while back and forth or should I go get my dog.. or make my friends take me dog?" He says trying to figure out what to do.

"You can bring you're dog here while I read and as long as it doesn't ruin anything I don't care what it does," I say and he picks up my hand and kisses my knuckles.

I blush and he stand up and let's me slide off of him.

"Okays love, I'll be back in a hour," he says and I smile and nod. He looks at my lips and then nods too and smiles nervously.

He waves and leaves. He wanted to kiss me bye. My cheeks flush and I want to squeal. This is all so weird, I want to kiss him and it's so different. I never wanted to be around my girlfriend but Oliver... I definitely want to be around him.

I grab my script and book and go to my back porch. Its sprinkling and darker then normal. The clouds are gray and it looks like it's going to pour rain soon. I sit on my hammock that's under my porch's roof so I don't get wet.