The Act

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I hope you guys read 'complicated' and like it. I love comments ♡♡♡

It's been two weeks and I'm finally on feeling better. Oliver stayed over for about a week and it was nice. He's a gentleman..

He cooked me food like a million times a day and I didn't eat most of it but it was nice. I made him leave after I got my new medication.

We don't kiss or touch or do anything gay in public and I'm thankful he hasn't tried to do any of that. We've been recording scenes so we are both dressed up for our parts.

When we are doing the choking scene I feel more comfortable with him so our acting is really smooth and realistic. His hand on my thoat is rough but it seems like he's well aware how hard and soft he is with me.

This feeling really sexual and because he's my boyfriend it makes it easier for me to enjoy it. He says his lines and looks me in the eyes with a hatred that I find really hot. I struggle to get away but he's holding me down by my throat and sitting on me.

Once they say they finish recording that scene I blush deeply as he smirks and me and helps me up.. I may have a problem and these pants don't hide it well...

"Okay next scene," the director calls. Neither one of us are in in so Oliver nods for me to follow him. He leads me into a dark hallway and down into the last room and when we are in it his lips are on mine.

I kiss back and he bites my lip. I open my mouth and we deepen the kiss. My hands that are on his stomach go down to his hips. My right hand goes to the front of his pants and I palm him.

This is the first time I've ever hand my hand here.. this makes Oliver kiss me harder and he presses against my hand a bit.

Both his phone starts ringing but he turns it off not bothering to check it. My start ringing and he grunts a little and pulls away. We both check our phones and see its saying we are supposed to be at a meeting.

We fix ourselves the best we can and go into the room and the director is talking. He's just talking about stuff we already know.. I look at Oli and smirk when I see his bulge. He pouts at me and I blush and look away.

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When we are dismiss from shooting I go to my car and get on my phone.

Me: how about you come over to my house? Watch movies.. cuddle.. that kind of stuff

Oli: yeah, I'll meet you there

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We end up on my couch but theres no movie on and we aren't cuddling. As I straddle his hips we kiss and his hands are feeling everywhere under my shirt.

My hands are under his shirt as well and this are getting hot. He grabs the bottom of my shirt and I let him take it off of me. When it's off I take his off and he starts kissing my neck and sucking on it roughly making me moan.

He grabs my thigh and I blush harder than I was before. I'm 20, I'm old enough to fool around but I'm still nervous.  Just kissing him makes butterflies erupt in my stomach and chest.

My heart feels like it's going faster and it's hard to make decisions with my dick this hard. I want a release but I dont want to fuck anything up. What if I freak out?

"Have you ever used a vibratier or fucked yourself with anything before?" He asks and I blush.

"No.." I say and he looks me up and down.

"You don't know how this all works do you?" He says and I pout.

"I'm inexperienced I know, but can you just give me introductions or something," I say rolling my eyes.

"Okay. Go use the bathroom and calm yourself. Being stressed just makes it less enjoyable. I'll be in you're room," he says and I nod and get off of him.

This is all so weird... and exciting.

Oliver Sykes is literally the hottest person I've even seen and having him want to do this makes me excited and happy.

After I'm done with everything I go into my room and he's sitting on my bed. He smiles at me and I get on the bed and get in his lap and start kissing him. He pushes me down and gets on he and starts our make out session.

After a little while he pulls away. "Are you ready to have sex or do you want to try something else?" He says and I already know my answer. I thought about this a lot the past two weeks.

"Sex.. but I don't understand it completely.... my parents said it hurts and It doesn't feel good?" I say and he shakes his head.

"It will hurt a little but you'll feel good after your body gets use to it," he says and I feel a little more relaxed.

"Okay so don't worry about anything, I'm going to do everything so take care of you," he says unbuttoning and zipping my pants.

He takes off the rest of my clothes and pulls a bottle of lube out of my draw. I didn't put that there? "I put it there when I was here," he says and lubes up his fingers.

He kisses me and then I feel his fingers at my entrance. I make a surprise sound when his finger enters me and it feels weird.

He kisses me and I try to think of the kiss and not the weird feeling. He's so hot, how did I get lucky enough for him to like me?

He adds another figure and I have to stop kissing because it's a pinching type pain. "Its okay, love. Just relax, the more I do this the less it will hurt later," he says and I breath out trying to calm myself down more.