The Act

6 music

If you've ever thought 'I shouldn't be sad. Lots of people have it worse' that's like saying 'someone shouldn't be happy because there's people with better stuff'

You're emotions are real..

Accept it

Slowly I pull away from this guy whose practically a stranger. I wipe my face now done crying. "Can you come back tomorrow? I.. I need to fix my emotions. I'll be normal tomorrow," I say looking up at the taller guy.

"Yeah, you'll be okay? No ending up in hospitals or anything right?" He asks.

"No don't think of me like that. I'm not like that anymore," I say, it's a lie but he doesn't need to know that.

"Okay, bye kells," he says hugging me. I hug back and we pull apart. He leaves and I go take a shower and try to get in a better mood by listening to music.

-

Bring me the horizon...

I type it up on my phone with my head phones on. I scroll through the titles of the songs.

I click on one of the first ones that pop up. Happy song.. I need happy.

S.P.I.R.I.T.
Spirit, let's hear it
S.P.I.R.I.T.
Spirit, let's hear it
Let's go!

I've had enough
There's a voice in my head
Says I'm better off dead

But if I sing along
A little fucking louder to a happy song
I'll be alright

You want to give up
Gave it all that you've got and it still doesn't cut

But if you sing along
A little fucking louder to a happy song
You'll be just fine 'cause

Every now and again we get that feeling
And the great big void inside us opens up
And I really wish that you could help
But my head is like a carousel
And I'm going round in circles
I'm going round in circles

S.P.I.R.I.T.
Spirit, let's hear it
S.P.I.R.I.T.
Spirit, let's hear it

We are possessed
We're all fucked in the head
Alone and depressed

But if we sing along
A little fucking louder to a happy song
Maybe we'll forget 'cause

Every now and again we get that feeling
And the great big void inside us opens up
And I really wish that you could help
But my head is like a carousel
And I'm going round in circles
I'm going round in circles

Don't wake us up, we'd rather just keep dreaming
'Cause the nightmares in our heads are bad enough
And I really wish that you could help
But my head is like a carousel
And I'm going round in circles
I'm going round in circles

The world has coalesced
Into one giant mess
Of hate and unrest
So let's all sing along
A little goddamn louder to a happy song
And pretend it's all ok

Let's go!

So sing along
Let's sing along
A little fucking louder
A little fucking louder
Well, don't you feel so much better?

S.P.I.R.I.T.
Spirit, let's hear it (well, that's the spirit)

S.P.I.R.I.T.
Spirit, let's hear it (yeah, that's the spirit)