MOONLIGHT IS TRYING TO SURVIVE

THE PLOT

"You've got no right coming in here,
You had already broken your promise that
you wouldn't say another word."
Yes I do remember our first kiss and years
in from that kiss we soon ended.
I thought what we had would've lasted forever
I truly believed in us, I really thought we were madly in love.
Just maybe it was my childish way of thinking
when I honestly believed in your every line -
word by word you seemed to make them rhyme.
But with time, you offended me,
you deceived my youth with nothing but lies-
I could never do a thing right in your abyss eyes.
I remember how it was raining outside
and we had a very big fight-
Oh, how you told me more lies just to see me cry
you have broken my spirit down, leaving me to bleed.
You are so ungraciously of what I have given you.
Though I remember hoping that one day you would
truly change, but all you did was cast more blame
making me always feel so ashamed.
But on that cold September night, you had spoken
your last final word trying so hard to get me to
still, believe in what we once had.
You could still see I am still brokenhearted.
Aw, those painful memories of you and me.
You are a beast that is so ill minded-
Dark Angel kept on talking trying to find my weakness
to make his way back in my life.
The more I looked at him speak, it was as if he was
talking to himself more than he was me,
In my heart, I know this beast has never changed
I can read right through his polluted lines.
We had a history this anyone knows,
but his heart runs cold-while he stands so close being so bold.
He had enough guts to remind me of what we once shared.
So I had to point it all out why it all ended-
He handed me an old photograph of us
when we were very young thinking we were truly in love.
Oh, how he was playing on my heartstrings that day,
That is when I had to look at him and ask,
do you remember the rainy day you left me?
That is when the room became very silent.
But, it wasn't long before he opens his big mouth.
Yes, I did hear you were left broken.
Just then I have seen how his eyes changed even darker
with an old twist of a new plot.
I'm started to hear his words of betrayal
that really hit the spot-
with his hateful plot
But, he has known he just got caught.
I looked at him and told him I know one day
you would come back to play,
just to lead me again astray-
And you thought this time it would be forever.
I looked at him saying," If you are waiting to see
I cry you must be out of your mind,
I'm afraid you waited way too long
to play the game of love.
I cannot lie, my heart was once broken
but as the years had passed
my poor heart soon mended
Yet, I'm still scarred by all your bitterness
and all the plots of pains you put me in.
What we had once shared has truly ended
But, I do want you to know I had learned so much from you.
I had learned I would not put my heart through
all this agony ever again.

-Judy Emery © 2001The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery