MY OPENING LETTER TO MY READERS

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by QueenOfDarkenDreams

by QueenOfDarkenDreams

Before I get started doing what I love: let me share somethings about me...you probably already know by reading my work, I love to write fiction, I know, I know, they are sad and depressing, but I know darken dreams and it is a part of my painful life it seems. But just know that isn't the whole story, you are readying somewhat poems and clips of some of my writings, from different years and now, I know I don't give much of them now because they are added with my books. But, the day I am ready to share they will be in book stores. So, I would like to say thank you to all who have been following me through my hard times, watching me grow in words and life, just know I could have not done it without you. At this moment I have tears in my eyes because I know there are no words that can really express my true deep emotions of how blessed I am at this moment sharing apart of me to all of you. When I say I am working hard on what I love, just know this," work in progress'' I have so many emotions going on in my life at these last years, I had love ones who have passed away, and my heart is in grieving at this time, so when I write my poems out on the page "Wattpad" and you see that they are always sad, well you will see most of my work really is. But with time I do pray I can shine some light on my work. Over the years I've had fallen in a place I call darken dreams, I have been writing this story nearly all my life, these stories are a big part of me, I know you don't understand a lot of what I have put out on many different poem pages like, Poem hunter, Power poetry, Allpoetry, let's not forget Hello poetry.ect...the reason why is I have it like this for things I cannot explain at this moment and time. But, through all of this writing, I have learned to grow, into a better writer, and a better person, I had to realize who I am, and what is it I truly want out of my life, I must say for a very long time, I didn't know because I was going through a nightmare in my younger years. Boy, I felt the world had just dropped right on me, and when it finely lifted up some, it left me in emotional darkness I call a place of darkening dreams, and this all started in the '70s. I had realized so many things about my life and my family wasn't right like other families, so I had thought anyway, not only the world around me seems to have lots it colors of life, everything seems so much more black and white even in the '80s and '90s. But, I've had to learn things the hard way in life, but at less, I can say I have learned a lot from my past, and I know so many always told me to stop looking back and look ahead, and I had to say this. In my past, I have hidden treasures yet to be found, so let me be and you do your own thing and I will do mine. I know this sounds so mean of me, but one day will I do decide to get my books out in stores, then you will truly start to understand. My work like all my poems and writings that are out one line, they are documented, just to make this clear, I have had problems with people using my work and trying to make it theirs. shame, shame, shame. Okay, let's move on, I've had to learn the difference between what deserves my energy and what I must let go of, and leave it behind me, well I say I forgive, but never forgotten, that is what makes my story so strong...Because my story is apart of me.