MOONLIGHT IS TRYING TO SURVIVE

CUTTING ME DEEP

I feel the wounds cutting me deeper into my chest

'Oh,'' How the wounds stung and they gave a lasting sting

I kept on singing for peace and freedom...

as my poor heart bled.

I have seen so many lose their heads,

yes, I have seen the eyes of the dead!

Why are you doing this to me?"

I clenched to your cloth in this darkness,

While all my tears had fallen for years

Dark Angel stood near,

trying to bring on the fears...

I no longer have fear in me to give.

the pain I feel throbbing through my veins

it burns, with acid pains running throw me

then it gets cold like ice,

But what I do know is he is nothing of niceness.

all Dark Angel know is darkness-

he loves to play on my weaknesses.

I still cry out to God Jehovah so loudly

asking Him to forgive you for all you have done to me...

because I don't want my spirit like yours.

I know I keep struggling, but that just lets me know I'm free

I refuse to let you fully break me,

You may have broken my wings, but never my faith.

My eyes have seen many things this darkness

where the hearts are harden...by all your lies

that makes me always cry.

my ears heard the cries of those you have taken

you have forsaken...at times my tears had blurred my eyes-

but my soul felt the pains of the agony you bring.

"OH", I feel more pains,

but I will dance in the rain,

I won't let you bring me insane...

I know I lived a life with so many struggles

I have a darken past that I will never run from

because that is what made me who I am today

A strong woman of Faith.

- Judy Emery © 1999

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery