MOONLIGHT IS TRYING TO SURVIVE

NIGHT CHANGES

Night changes everything

when it comes to us

I lost all patience when it comes to Love

all I see now is the days are turn gray

I wanna get out and build my own life

and get things right,

I want to stop this fight

I want to find what Love is about

without you in mind

but it is so hard when your words

that keeps me up late at night

where reality is not much different from dreams,

those creepy past has it's own way of coming back

the hours are like the shorter hand on the clock

where time is making the plots,-

I want to dream of somewhere other than being with you

I don't want to keep fighting for nothing,

I am so tired of running around like a clown

without making any soild grounds

you are the one going around making so much sounds

in this old darken town,-I want this nightmare to end.

The autumn moon is breaking through the night

as I holding on for life for what is right

in Gods sight,-

but so many of my dreams had lost its view

that is keeping me so confused about you...

I have no regrets of some of the choses I have made

but  getting away from you

 was the best thing I could ever done

because you always kept me on the run

 all that has been hurting me

We're only getting older and this pain is growing stronger,

does it ever drive you crazy too see  what we have become? 

look what we have done? we put our love on the run.

Look how fast the night changes everything;

 I've had so many dreams where I've been of is lost in your nightmare

I would wake up feeling apart of me has disappeared,

you keep me always in flowing of tears

this has been going on for too many years,

there's nothing I could do to stop the nights from given more pain,

this place of darken dreams , where I always hear the screams

that makes me so  afraid of never waking up

when the night changes,  I can feel it, but  it will never change me

 but the night always seems to have away of  changing you.

- Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery