MOONLIGHT IS TRYING TO SURVIVE

THIS WORLD IS TOO COLD

The world is too cold, my bones are hurting

and my heart is truly breaking

I need a kind heart with warm arms for them to hold me

to let me know this will all pass

that this pain will not last.

I am on a journey of a nightmare-

where people are around but they don't hold any care

and if they had any kind of kindness in their soul

they didn't have any to share

all they would do is stare with scrutiny.

I need a friend that would give a helping hand

someone I could tell my story with

someone who knows how to live

and knows how to forgive.

I'm all alone felling this painful emotional rid

where I feel I am about to die...

but all I do is cry,

I know what is hurting me deep inside

but when I try to tell someone what was going on in my life

they just looked at me and thought it was all lies.

I go on the high and back on the low

this is how my story goes,-

I need the holy ghost

in my life day and night...

to easy this sorrows

I am feel there maybe no tomorrow.

With every reach!

I still hear the voice that preach!

when I am in my bed feeling so cold

like I am dead-

I would feel a touch that warmed me with love

this the voice started telling me I must hang on

my work isn't done.

Oh, how those dark day's keep come back

I am always feeling emotional attacks

that are coming from my past

where love was never at

without a sound, I touched soiled ground

when his eyes was looking in mine

he started telling me in the end you will be fine.

- Judy Emery © 2000 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery