We made it into his apartment and started tearing at each other's clothes. By the time we made it into his bedroom he was just in his boxers. I was stood in my knickers and bra.
"You have got a body that could bring a man to his knees Tilly"
He closed the gap between us, the look in his eyes was predatory. He turned me so I had my back to him and undid my bra and started moving his hands all over my breasts. My eyes closed as my head hit muscular shoulder. He squeezed at my nipples making a low moan leave my lips.
He moved me towards the bed and roughly pushed me down. I bounced a little as I hit the mattress. He flipped me over so I was look up at him as he took his boxers off and joined me on the bed. He lay on top of me but took his weight on his arms.
"Spread your legs for me sweetheart." he whispered as I followed his instructions and spread them wide for him. Jake peppered my body with light kisses as he moved down, he stopped just above my underwear and licked his way from my belly button and then around the rim of my knickers. I grabbed on to his hair encouraging him to go lower. He pulled my underwear down legs nipping gently as my thighs as his mouth followed it.
"Jake, please" I practically begged him for more.
He smirked at me, knowing that he had me just where he wanted me. His tongue licked down my centre making me arch back. He clamped his large hands around my middle and pinned me to the bed, keeping me exactly where he wanted me.
"Jake" I moaned as he added a finger inside me. He was licking and sucking and the addition of his finger had me writhing digging my nails into his hair. I looked down at where he was and the sight of him between my legs sent me over the edge. My legs stiffened and I called his name while my vision blurred and I held his firmly where it was, scared to the lose the pleasure he had built in me.
"Jesus Tilly" he hummed as he came back up over me.
He reached into his bedside draw and pulled a condom out. The weight of his body left me for how long I wasn't sure. He kneeled up in front of me and rolled the condom down his long, hard erection. He came back over me and began to kiss me again, as he did he positioned himself at my opening and slammed inside. He paused momentarily while I adjusted to him, something he always did. When it was clear I was ok, he started to move inside me.
"Fucking love this" he grabbed my thigh and hooked it around his waist. He started speeding up his rhythm, he liked fast and rough. The sting from his large cock was a little uncomfortable but as usual that was taken over when my pleasure started to build again. He rode me hard with hard, unrelating hits. His teeth were on my neck while his fingers dug into my thighs.
"Goddamn Tilly" he grunted.
"Harder" I pleaded. I needed more from him.
I felt tingles rise up my body. It wasn't romantic love making. It was fucking. He pounded harder. The sound of the headboard mixed with our heavy breathing filled the room.
"Like heroine this pussy" he mumbled.
"Yes, oh god yes." I incoherently muttered.
"You like rough don't you, you dirty girl. I can feel that pussy getting tight." He dropped a hand between my legs and start rubbing my clit. My body clenched around him and I knew I was close. He pinched me between my legs and that was all I needed to have my eyes closing as an orgasm barrelled down my spine. I cried out as I finished.
His pounding became more erratic. I was well versed in what that meant. I could feel his thighs get tight. "Fuck, fucking shit Tilly" He groaned as I felt his cock throbbing inside me. He grunted more one time and I knew he'd got what he wanted from me.
He dropped his weight onto me as we both panted from the exertion of what we had done. He kissed me, it was a soft, loving tender kiss. The unexpected tenderness threw me, it was a far cry from the animalistic fucking. He released my mouth and kissed the top of my head and pulled out of me. He moved out of the bed and threw the condom in the bin next to his bed. I could feel a dull ache started between my legs.
" Another great night Till" he stated as he left the room towards the bathroom.
He left me alone on my back in bed and I heard the shower turn on. I rolled over not quite in control of my body yet.
I slowly tried to steady my eyes. I looked around the room. It really was a nice flat. Simply furnished, white walls and no clutter. The complete opposite of him. He was chaos. I knew how he afforded such a desirable flat in London I just chose to ignore it. That part of his life was non of my business. We didn't see each other in the day, we had never been out on a date or talked on the phone other than to arrange where we would meet up that night.
There had been times where I wondered if we could have had a relationship, he had made suggestions in the early days but I dismissed them.
I slowly put my feet on the cold wood floor. The shower was still running. I stood up and stumbled around the flat finding my discarded items of clothing. I noticed on his kitchen table were large stacks of cash with elastic bands round this and to the side of them were his gun. It wasn't the first time I had seen that, so it didn't particularly bother me. The shower went off. I was stood in the kitchen pulling my dress up when Jake swaggered out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist.
Jesus, he was incredibly sexy.
"You leaving?" Jake questioned.
"Not really up for another round Jake" I replied pulling on my shoes.
I was just about dressed when he strode over to me and pushed me against the kitchen counter caging me in with his muscular arms. His short black hair was dripping and I watched as a single droplet ran down his jaw. A jaw that belonged on a model. It was square and sharp. His arms were thick and covered in tattoos. He was easy over 6"2 and was all solid muscle.
It always surprised me that he didn't have a girlfriend. I had no doubt that girls lined themselves up to worship the ground he walked on. I wasn't one of them.
"You know you really should let me take you out somewhere other than a club sometime" he said. He put his finger under my chin and lifted it. I had no choice but to look at him in the eyes. His normally hard eyes softened when I put my hand gently on his chest.
"You know that isn't what we're about" I gave him a small smile.
"Then what is this?" he pushed.
Why was he asking this? I thought we both understood. We went out, we got fucked and then we fucked. It had been our thing and we never needed to have these discussions because we were both in the same place with our feelings. How could he actually think this was anything more? We barely spoke to each other when we were out. We didn't spend time talking about our lives. I didn't even know his last name.
"The fuck are you asking this for Jake? Didn't you get what you needed from me in there?" I pointed towards his bedroom.
"Yeah I did Tilly" he dropped his head and sighed.
He moved away and released me from the cage he'd created with his arms. I stood there immobile trying to process what he was saying. We weren't that. I hated who I was around him. He stalked off towards his bedroom and slammed the door. The doorframe shook with the force it and I took that as my cue to leave.I picked my bag and walked towards the door. I glanced backwards hoping he'd come out and reassure me that our 'relationship' wasn't ruined.
I knew I was kidding myself worrying that I'd hurt his feelings. I was worried that I had lost my supply to free drugs and meaningless sex.
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RomanceLet me make this clear, I had no excuse for my behaviour. I had experienced no trauma. I had a family who loved me. I had friends who stood by me. I was just a mess. I just needed an escape and that was exactly what Jake provided me.