Trigger warning
Chapter name: a nightmare
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Temperance
Once we all get back to the mansion, Alec runs towards me. He takes me in his arms and holds me tight.
I place my head on his shoulder and take a deep breath.
"Where were you?" He pulls back, keeping his hands on my shoulders.
"Just walking around." I know there will be a wave of questions. But I don't want to answer any of the ones he's bound to ask.
"I'm dirty and tired." I blurt before he has the chance to ask anything else.
He looks at me and sighs in defeat. "You need to eat. I know you haven't been eating."
I frown at him. I don't want to eat. I can't. I won't be able to hold the food down. And I don't deserve it anyway.
"No, Alec, I'm fine." I roll my eyes taking a step back.
"Temperance, you're going to eat."
The other guys pull up. The ones that have been looking for me, I presume. They stop the cars and park them.
"No, I'm not. You're not going to force me." I grit my teeth as they walked past us. I know if Alec and I aren't talking that they'd come up and hug me and ask questions. But they can sense that they shouldn't do that right now.
"Just let me take a shower."
With that, he moves out of the way.
Once I get into the hall, I see that everything I threw and broke has been replaced, like I never did any damage in the first place.
I slide off my jacket. I peel off my tattered dress. I won't be able to wear you again. I drop it onto the floor then take off my bra and underwear.
I turn on the shower then when the heat fills the room, I step in.
Steam rises all around me, fogging up the air and fogging up the glass door for the shower.
I let the hot water hit my skin, causing all the dirt to go down the drain as it slides off my body.
The water stings the cuts I have lingering in my body.
I dry myself off and put on my clothes: a baggy long sleeve shirt and black sweatpants.
I pick up my jacket and pull a picture of my mom out of it. I place the picture in my pocket, trying not to gaze at it for too long.
I walk out of the room with the clothes piled in my arms and spot Ella.
"Ella, can you burn these?" I ask her, holding my clothes out to her. She raises an eyebrow in question.
"Burn them?" She repeats, astonished by my peculiar request.
"Yes, please." I place the clothes in her hand. With that, I walk back into Alec's room.
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RomanceTemperance coming from a rich to poor family after her mom died. She is mentally, physically, and sexually abused. She's shy and people make fun of her. She's all alone in a cold world with no one to actually lean on. Alec is a normal bad boy. Eve...
