Soft Side

Chapter fifty-five

"Please Soph, let me love you once more" He says quietly as I shake my head at him, confusion over my features. "Let me love you goodbye" he whispers.

"Are you out of your mind?" I ask, stopping my hitched breath from being obvious, as Harry shakes his head slowly.

"I'm serious, I'm slowly recovering from the emotional attachment and from being so deeply in love with you, but I can't get over our physical relationship, I need to make sure there are no loose ends to this" He says quietly as I turn my head to look away from him.

"And you really think sleeping together is going to help us get over each other?" I ask quietly as he whispers softly.

"Yeah, we can have really bad, no emotion or strings attached sex and end on a high" He whispers as I look down at my feet.

"I get your point Harry, but it won't work, Becky and Louis have only gone out for a coffee, can you imagine what they would think of us? Oh god why am I even thinking of how this could work? It's such an awful idea Harry but why do I want it to happen so badly?" I say quietly, feeling his fingers slowly lift my chin to look into his eyes. The eyes that made me fall so deeply in love with him for the first time, his lips moving down slowly to press against mine. A hard kiss that simply knocked my senses. His hands grabbed my thighs, lifting me into his tall figure, walking to the kitchen to sit me on the work top to be at a better height. His lips moved hard against mine, his tongue swiping against mine as my hands gripped his hair. He lifted me once more, walking down the hallway and into his new bedroom, both of us forgetting about Becky's sheets, both of us caught in the moment.

He laid me down gently, lifting my skirt up my body before lifting my top also, exposing the white lace bra he had loved so much when we were together. His eyes grew dark, biting his lip as he dropped his jeans and boxers. He slid the lace underwear to the side, sliding in painfully slow, a groan leaving his lips as I breath out, arching my back. The feeling I had been so used to, but for the worst reason.

His fingers caressed my sides, peppering gentle kisses across my chest as he moved his body in sync with mine, grunts and groans leaving his lips. His rhythm becoming sloppy as he closed his eyes in ecstasy, coming to his climax and flopping on top of me, his body moulded against mine. I sigh softly, inhaling his scent once again as he sighs softly, both of us knowing this was it.

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Louis sat at the table in front of Becky, looking at the hot tea in front of him. "So it's getting serious?" he asks as Becky nods, telling him that she believes it must be. "I'm happy for you Beck" he says softly with a sad smile, Becky returning it as he sighs, feeling the awkwardness between them.

"I'm sorry I never told you sooner" Becky says slowly, needing to clear the air. There had been a strong tension between them since she had come to tell him that she was moving out. "I guess I just didn't want it to be awkward since you've done so much for me and we're always together and it would be awkward if we both knew it would come to an end soon" she nods as he looks confused, his eyebrows furrowing at the girl before him.

"Just because you're moving in with your lover boy, doesn't mean we can't see each other, you're still my best mate" He nods as Becky sighs.

"But we're both going to be so busy now Louis" she sigh as he laughs softly, moving to sit next to her with a grin.

"Well whenever you're in town, we'll make a point of seeing each other" he smiles, hugging her tightly from her side, "but I am really happy for you, now maybe when I bring a lass home she won't be scared off by you stood in your underwear" he teases with a laugh.

"That was one time" she groans as he laughs, "I got stick in the rain and had to wear the same things back to work... I didn't think you'd be home" She huffs as he laughs, punching her arm with a smirk as they stand up, heading back to the flat myself and Harry were in. On our own.

"I'm glad we're okay Louis" she smiles as she looks out of the window of the car, watching everything fly by as he smiles softly, nodding in reply, turning the music of the car up as they both began to sing happily, smiling and laughing with each other.

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"I'm just going to check if there's anything left in my room" Becky nods to Louis with a smile, suddenly seeing Harry walk from there. Louis' eyebrows raised, looking at the man walking from his soon to be ex room-mates bedroom. "Soph?" Becky asks quietly, opening the door to find me stood there putting the bed sheets into the bin bag. "We need words in the car" she mouths as Louis comes in, a simple nod leaving my head as I tie the bin bag up with a soft smile, walking out of the room. "There's nothing left in there" She smiles, walking back to the front door as I stand smiling at Harry, my arms folded on my chest.

"So I'll see you tomorrow so you can come and see her for a little bit before you go to work" I smile as he nods, scratching the back of his neck happily at the thought of seeing his daughter. I say goodbye to him, waving goodbye to Louis who smiles back at me. I knew i'd be seeing them all again.

"Soph what the hell did you do in there" Becky questions when the car door shuts, my eyes closing as I rub my face.

"Closure Becky" I say quietly, looking back at the flat as Becky drives down the road, silence filling the car. She dropped me off, bidding farewell to me before heading to her new home with her boyfriend. My feet dragging me up the stairs to where Niall waited with my daughter, a wide smile on my lips as I'm greeted with a screech and a small body colliding with my legs, a kiss left to my lips by my princess, needing the cuddle from her right now. "Thank you Niall" I say softly with a smile as he nods, touching my arm gently as he goes to leave.

"It's not bother, she's amazing" he smiles, rubbing her head before looking at me quickly. "How did it go?" He asks slowly as I smile softly and nod.

"We had closure, but now its completely done and we're both okay" I smile softly as he nods, heading out of the door and to his car waiting outside.

Becky's car pulled into the driveway, climbing out and grabbing a box and heading to the front door. She knocked, being greeted by her boyfriend who smiled down at her with a kiss to her lips.

"Where were you?" He asks as Becky raises her eyebrows at him, reminding him that she was collecting her things from Louis'. "I don't know how I feel about him babe" he says quietly as Becky shakes her head with a smile.

"He's harmless, now stop worrying okay? Come on, help me move my stuff into our flat" She smiles, placing a kiss to his lips with a smile.