The End → f.s

still hemmo.

I kept that painful memory on my own. Being in UK helps a lot. But I still stalk Via with a new twitter account, because I know she blocked me and Michael's account.

One time I get caught by Calum. He saw my gallery and my restraining order.

"Why your gallery filled with Via's photos?" Calum remembered Via too. Who won't remember that beautiful face right?

"Luke answer me"

I stared at him blankly.

"Were you stalking her?"

"Are"

His eyes widen. "You're still stalking her?"

"I love her Calum"

"You don't stalk someone you love Luke!"

"I love her"

"Luke! Get a real life. Look at you now! You're screwed!" He stares at me. "You're forgetting the lyrics, you strum the wrong chord and you bailed on a show!"

"So?"

"We never bailed from a show!" His temper rising up. "You just bailed and stare at your phone. Staring that girl!"

"Without her I'm meaningless"

"You have your band! This is our band which means it's also yours!" Calum shook my body.

Ashton and Michael ran to the room looking at me and Calum confusedly.

"Wha-"

"What's happening?"

"I'm a stalker. That's new" I scoffed.

"He stalks Via" Calum told them. "The Delilah girl"

"He got restraining order because he was stalking" he adds.

Michael and Ashton gasp. They look at me weirdly.

"Shut up Calum!"

"No I won't. We must help you, I know your mother's death is hard for you"

"SHUT UP CALUM I SAID SHUT UP!" I screamed at him, not wanting the words from him get into me.

"We're a family to you too Luke" Michael spoke up with a pity face.

"Fuck you"

"Luke"

"No shut the fuck up all of you"

"Luke get up from your dream"

"Okay. I quit"

They look at me unbelievably. I don't care I need Via. I love Via.

Via.

My beloved Via.

Sweet sweet Via.