The End → f.s

bonjour hood.

I wait patiently for Venice to come. I have faith she'll come today. It feels so weird not seeing Venice in one day. Weird not seeing her smile. Weird not seeing her happy because I sang her favorite song.

I hope she'll come. I'll wait.

Minutes, Hours.

Finally I saw her.

My smile grew as she jogs lightly to my standing spot.

Of course she's smiling. Her long brunette hair was cut to pixie cut making her beautiful feature more recognizable.

She catches her breath, takes a big big inhales and smiles. "Hai "

"Where have you been?" I asked her to the point.

"It's none of your business" she answered casually. "Please I missed your voice"

"Really? Come on"

"I just got a haircut that's all I swear" she shrugs. "Come on Caluuuuum" she drags the u with a pleading eyes.

"You win woman" she chuckles.

I sing to her. An All Time Low's song, I know she loves All Time Low so much. She hums as I sing.

Give me Therapy. I'm a walking travesty but I'm smiling at everything. Therapy you were never a friend to me and you can choke on your misery

Tears drip from my eye, I don't know why. For me all of this is useless. My life is meaningless. All of this is ruined, I don't know what's the point of living in this hell hole again. This won't make any sense at all, living won't make any sense at all.

Venice looks at me. Her face turns to worry. "Calum what's wrong?"

I didn't answer.

Venice stares at me worriedly. She doesn't know if she must hugs me or not.

"Calum are you okay? Did I do something wrong?" Venice asked me softly.

I shook my head.

Then all of sudden she hugs me.

It was a long hug. I can smells her soap on her body, it's relaxing, its puts a smile on my face. But no. I'm not worth my time i'm not worth for her because I am a fucking failure.

I really am should get a therapy. I should be at Luke's place. But no.

Spending another second in this hell?

Are you fucking kidding me?

No one can help me I know that for sure.

Neither Michael nor Venice can fix all of this.

"Venice"

"Yeah?"

"Let's run away together"