The End → f.s

hai hood.

Venice always come beside 2pm and left after I left which means at 5pm. She forces me to starts singing at cafe not side the street anymore. She spreads her positivity on me.

But no I maybe have a soft spot on her because she is nice to me but I don't trust her. I don't want her to be like Luke. I don't need another him.

One thing I like about her is obviously her smile. That is the only thing that saying my life could get better. Venice's smile is my drugs. She is the one who most likely brighten up my day.

My mother? Now she's really mad at me because I don't have a real job. She scolds me whenever I got home and God I'm sick of it.

She kicked me out eventually. In age 18 of course she thinks I'm a grown up and I'm just a burden in her life. Of course threw the bad egg out right?

Michael found me at the park at night lying helplessly. He took me to his home and his mother understands completely about my situation. Funny how world can be so small.

Venice rarely shows up the next couple days. To be honest I miss her, I miss her smile.

Weeks gone, Venice only comes 2 days from all those weeks. I don't know what's her doing.

Little I know about Venice is she has one married brother and a father that rarely in her house, her mother took drugs and died 3 years ago.

Once she was crying because she remembered how her mother lays unconsciously with body full of cuts and bruises.

And I wonder why she still can smile so contagiously with that pain