Kiss me when it's dark. [Jerrie] (Perrie Edwards/Jade Thirlwall)

The end of me.

"Make me numb, because right now I don't wanna feel anything."

"Jade, I'm here."

Her words spoke the truth, her eyes held it.
But things like these don't always last.

"Is she okay now?"

Zayn. Zayn was here. Watching me fall apart. Taking Perrie from me. Although I never even got to have here in the first place. She always belonged to Zayn.

"Jade? I have to go, but you'll be alright. Okay?"

She didn't wait for my answer as she took Zayn's hand in hers and left the room.

"Jade. It's okay."

This time it wasn't the voice I wanted to hear though. It was Leigh-Anne. She looked me over, and saw the terrible state I was in.

She walked across the room to me and hugged me tight. She smelled good. Not as good as Perrie though. And her hugs could never ever be compared to the ones Perrie used to give me.

"Jade, pull yourself together. This isn't you. I know you love Perrie. But maybe it would be better if you just tried to forget it. She's in love with Zayn. I don't want you hurting over something you will never have."

That didn't sound like something Leigh-Anne would say. But maybe I needed it.

I nodded, and cautiously asked: "Does Jesy know yet?"

She gave me a strange look that I didn't know what to make of.

"Perrie told both me and her before. You we're asleep."

I sighed. Of course. Because Perrie could do whatever the hell she wanted, couldn't she? While I needed babysitting if I didn't behave correctly. That's when I decided. I seriously needed something that made me forget Perrie and Zayn.

"I want to forget her."

I think it was okay to admit that to Leigh. I could trust her.

"I have someone that might make you forget."

I stared at her with surprised eyes. Did Leigh just say-

"Someone..?"

"Yeah, she's a really pretty girl actually. I told her about you and Perrie. She said she wanted to help you. I've already told her to come over."

I drew my lips into a thin line and though about it. I know my selfish subconscious wanted to throw it back at Perrie's face. Maybe make her jealous. At least show I didn't need her. I could always find someone else.

"Yes, I said. Tell her to come to my room later."

Leigh looked shocked, but quickly recovered.

"Yes, sure."

She smiled and walked out.

"So, you're Jade?"

Pretty girl indeed. Long brown hair and with big blue eyes that reminded me exactly of-

I'm not even gonna finish that thought.

"You must be Leigh's friend or whatever you we're."

I offered a smile, and gestured to the space next to me.

She walked over and sat down.

"I'm Jenna"

We shared a mutual smile and a silence hung over us for a few minutes. Neither one of us seemed willing to brake it. Finally she cleared her throat and said with confident voice.

"So, this girl, Perrie or whatever you called her, what are you gonna do about her?"

I swallowed a big sigh that almost slipped out. Although I already knew she was gonna bring this up.

With confidence I didn't know I had, I reached and gently cupped Jenna's cheek., smiling at her.

"I was thinking about... Something."

I looked at her suggestively. Hoping this fake confidence didn't fail me.

She didn't look surprised.

"Then what are you waiting for?"

Her lips crashed down on mine before I even had time to blink, and I tried to not think of the taste of Perrie's lips as I focused on remembering Jenna's instead.

Our lips moved together. Her taking dominance over me.

Her lips we're not gently, but still sweet. Her tongue ran across the edge of my bottom lip, tasting it. I parted my lips and let her take full control over me. Running her hands all over my body.

She backed away for a moment, to breathe slightly before offering me a smile.

"I can make you forget all about that other girl."

In that moment I don't think I doubted her.