My demons{Jariana/Justin and ariana}

"...She needs some help,before it's too late."

omfg guys guess what ok so there was a janoskian meet and greet and a show in my city but we couldnt get tickets but me and my aunty (shes 21) went and were like stalking them and we were there for about 4 hours and it was at a cinema so they were doing a show after the m and g in the cinema and we were waiting outside the cinema and this secuirty gaurd was like you guys can come in its cool and i started crying omg we were the second row and james omg jamessss he held my hand and said hi like twice and beau danced with  my aunty and i talked to mariam and jai and luke highfived me oh and after the show outside the thing we were walking down the street and i saw steven and skip and we got a pic omfg it was perf ok yea..i was crying.,...oh and james followed me on twitter...k bye still crying and its been a day.

Song of the chapter:Best Mistake by ari g bc tbh its my jam atm yeah..

Justin~

The car sped off as soon as I ran down to Ariana.I tried to look at the number-plate but the wall of tears that was continuously building in my eyes was blurring my vision.I tried to blink the tears away as I saw Ariana there.

"Oh god,"I gasp,seeing blood.

I turn her onto her back,there was blood everywhere.

I picked her up and held her in my arms.

"ARIANA!"I yell,shaking her,"ARIANA WAKE UP,PLEASE!"

I was hysterical now,shaking her and screaming.In the corner of my eye I saw blue and red lights flashing and heard distant sirens.I kept shaking her,like if i shook her hard enough she would wake up,but she didn't.

Men in paramedic uniform ran over to me,they knelt down next to me.

Everything was a blur,Arianas nose started to bleed,then her ears,the smell and feel of the blood was making me sick to my stomach.

Suddenly I felt a pair of arms pull me away from Ariana.

"No!"I yell,trying to break free of the persons grasp.

"Sir,please calm down,We've got the situation under control.."A deep voice says in my ear.

"It doesn't fucking look like it!'I yell,trying one more time to unsuccessfully wiggle out of his grasp.

Ariana was put onto a stretcher and wheeled into the back of an ambulance,there was a police officer standing in front of me,not letting me get into my car and follow them.

My mom was sitting on the front doorstep crying.

"Sir,I need to ask you a few questions,please calm down."the officer said.

I almost punched him right then and there.

"How the fuck am I supposed to calm down?!My girlfriend just got hit by a fucking car!"

I run a hand through my hair frustratedly,he has to let me go!

****

I burst through the hospital doors,the white walls and floor almost blinding me.I look around frantically,getting a few strange stares.

Finally my gaze lands on a long desk in front of the side wall,a young girl with her shiny black hair pulled tightly back into a bun.

I jog over to her and her eyes snap up.

"Can I help you?"She asks in a sickly sweet tone.

"I-I need to see Ariana Grande,"I say,trying to take deep breathes.

"I'm sorry,she's in surgery at the moment,but you can wait right over there in the waiting room,"She replies after searching something on the computer.

I let out a frustrated noise and run a hand through my hair,storming over to one of the pale blue plastic chairs seated neatly in rows in the waiting area and collapse onto one of them.

There were a few people scattered around the place but not many,and those who dared to look at me quickly turned away under my angry glare.

My knee was bouncing uncontrollably as wild thoughts were running through my head.

Is she ok?

What does she need surgery on?

Is she going to survive?

Who was driving the car?

....

Who was driving the car?

I close my eyes and think back,black car,tinted windows,purple streak on the side...Wait,that's car is familiar,fuck where have I seen it?

I think harder,forcing my brain to search through my memories,that car,who did it belong to?God I can't remember.

Think Justin,Think!

***

"Sir,sir wake up,sir!"

I jerk away,blinking a few times to clear my blurry vision.

A surgeon was standing in front of me,next to another nurse.

"Are you Ariana Grande's..uh...Family?"He asks.

"Uh yeah yeah,I'm her boyfriend."I nod,paying more attention.

"Well,I'm sure you want to know what's happened with Ariana,"He says.

"Yes,"I say,prompting him to hurry the fuck up.

He sighs,"Ariana was hit very hard.Considering how,"He struggles to find the word,"skinny she is,the smallest amount of impact can affect her 5 times much as more as an average person.The car hit her right side,breaking three of her ribs,one of them puncturing her lung.Luckily,it just missed the heart,but with a collapsed lung she is still in critical condition.From the injuries we've found,we've concluded that she has hit her head extremely hard,causing a small amount of trauma in a section of the brain that controls her memory,the trauma is small and if she loses any memory it will only be slight.But,I must warn you that Ariana's weight worries me,she is 48 kg,and average girl her age should weigh at least 60kg,if not more."

I take a deep breath,processing everything,"So,is she ok now?"

"Well,no.There is alot of internal bleeding,and the heart is working overly fast to replace all the blood,adding onto the amount of blood loss from the injuries in her head.She's going to need to be put in a coma,have a blood transfusion and she is also going to need to be put on life support as she is struggling to breath by herself."He replies.

I hold back my emotions,but they were building up inside of me and I dont know how or when I'll let them out.

"H-how long will she be in a coma for?"I ask,my voice suddenly sounding small and quiet.

"At this stage,it's hard to tell,it depends on her reaction to the life support.But my guess,at the most a week."

"OK,"I take in a deep breath,trying to process everything.

"Also,"he says,a look of concern crossing his face,"I noticed some strange....Marks,on Arianas stomach.In fact,I'm almost certain it was self-harm...Are you aware of this?"

I feel my heart shatter.

Huh?

She told me she'd stopped..

She showed me she'd stopped.

"I-I...I knew she cut but I thought she...I thought she had stopped.."

His face fills with sadness,"Please keep an eye on her,get her some help..I'm afraid Ariana is anorexic,maybe bullimic.She needs some help,before it's too late."

He stands up and walks away.

I sit there in shock..

Anorexic?

Hey guys short asf but um yeah and i couldnt really think of detailed paragraphs for the first bit of this chappie so it's kinda like,idk shitty but yeah hope you enjoyed drama drama dramaaaaaaaaa

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~Mia xoxox