GUYS omg i havent been on in ages ik theres been so much drama going on idek if i updated after new years but if i didnt happy new years :) what did y'all get for christmas?ily im sorry
Song of the chapter: Carousel by Melanie Martinez
Ariana~
My stomach drops and my mouth goes dry,my head snaps towards Josh's direction,his jaw is clenched as hard as his fist by his side.
He slowly turns around to me,"Why the fuck was your shirt at his house?"he spits.
"I..Um..It's not what it looks like..Josh I just got wet from the rain so I borrowed some of his clothes,we didn't-"
"Why didnt you just wear your own?Wait,YOU WERE AT HIS HOUSE?"He yells in anger.
"Um..I-I got locked out of this one.."I lie,trying to hold back the tears.
"I'm not stupid Ariana,"He spits,now turning his attention towards Justin..Justin drops my shirt and takes a few steps back,putting his hands up.
"Bro,cool down.We didn't do anything-"
Josh lunges at Justin and tackles him to the ground,getting ontop of Justin and punching him across the jaw.
"Josh!"I scream,running over there and clawing at his back,trying ot get him off of Justin.
Justin gets a good punch in,knocking Josh to the ground,which gives Justin the chance to stand up and kick Josh in the ribs.He bends down and grabs Josh by the collar of his shirt,raising his fist.
"JUSTIN DON'T!"I scream,grabbing onto his fist with both of my hands and pulling him away as hard as I could.
Although it was no use,Justin did look back at me and his fist slowly started to unclench.Then,just to my luck,a car pulls in the driveway.Henry.The car door opens and Henry jumps out quickly,
"What's going on here boys???"He jogs over and pushes Justin lightly away from Josh.
Josh rolls over and groans,holding onto his rib cage.I walk over to him and kneel next to him.
"Oh my god Josh are you ok?"I gasp at the sight of his face,a purple bruise forming onto his jaw and his nose dripping dark blood.
He stands up slwoly,"I'm fine."He snaps.
I take a step back,damn,someones in a sassy mood.But then again,he basically just found out that I cheated on him which I may or may not be sorry for,I haven't really figured it out.Like Justin said before,he's keeping something from me,and it's obviously big for Justin not wanting to tell me,so why cn't I keep something from him?Even if he basically knows.
"You'll be hearing from him soon Justin,"Josh says in a warning tone to Justin.
Justin immediately stiffens and his expression changes from smug to scared.
Confusion hits me like a ton of bricks,first it's this big secret about Josh,and now there's one that involves Justin,too?Ugh,this is not ok.
***
I lay awake in bed that night,not being able too sleep.To much was running though my head.What's up with Josh?What's this big secret Justin is hiding from me?And who is Justin going to be hearing from.
I sigh and grab my phone,turning it on to check the time.
3:57am
I sigh,it's almost 4am,I don't think I'll be getting any sleep anyway,may aswell get up and go for a walk or something.
I get out of my bed and rub my eyes,wishing I could sleep,I go into my closet and pull out a black sweater,some black jeans and my combat boots.
I put my hair up into a messy bun and not worry about any makeup,it's 4am after all.I slowly open my door,making sure not to open it to much so it doesn't creek.I tip-toe past Henry's room and walk down the stairs,skipping the last one that creaks. I walk down the hall,double checking I have my phone,and open the front door,walking into the chilly night air.
I silently close the door and jog down the front steps,down the driveway and onto the footpath.I walk past Justin's house with my head down.As I walk past Justins house the thoughts start to come back about everything,but I force them out of my head.
I cross the road towards the park,squinting to see if anyone was there,no one.I sigh in relief and walk over to the swings,sitting on one and swinging slightly,I rest my head on the chain and close my eyes,it's been a few days since I've cut.I'm trying to stay clean,but it is really hard.
Something that sounded like someone stepping on a branch came from behind me,snapping me out of my thoughts.I turn my head behind me to the source of the noise,but I couldn't see anything,must've been a squirrel or something.I shrug and turn back to face the road,watching the ongoing traffic.
I felt a presence behind me,and it's starting to freak me out.I turn around again,and a black figure is standing a few feet away from me.I stand up quickly and face them fully,squinting to see if I recognise them,but I could barely see them.
The figure starts taking steps towards me,and with every step they take towards me,I find myself stepping back.I reach into my pocket with a shaky hand,grabbing out my phone.I hit a rock behind me and trip over,but manage to gain my balance before hitting the ground,unfortunately,I dropped my phone and I couldn't see it anywhere near me.
The figure starts to run at me,so I turn around and start running,letting out a scream.I only got a few meters before A strong pair of arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me away from the footpath and back into the dark park where no one would be able to see.I start screaming again,so the person slaps a hand over my mouth,but that doesn't stop me.I start kicking and screaming into his hand.
What sounds like a man cursed under his breath and then puts something over my mouth and nose,a wet cloth,but it wasn't water.It was pressed on hard so I couldn't breathe.I sucked in the biggest breathes I could,and that's when I figured out what it was.I started to get drowsy,and everthing started spinning,and then it went black.
SORRY IT'S KINDA SHORT but i wanted to end it here bc the next chapter needs to be its own chapter if that makes sense idk.
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