My demons{Jariana/Justin and ariana}

"You don't want to know what you've done to me,"

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Song of the chapter;Confident by Justin

Justin;

Ok,that fucking hurt.

Ariana flips me off and gives me a cocky smirk before walking out the door,I roll my eyes and pretend I'm listening to what the teacher says.Man I fucking hate Josh so much,he's such a prick.I know I shouldn't have been aggravating Ariana,but I needed people to think I hated her,I need her to believe I hated her,to protect her.

Ariana;

I sit out the front of the principals office,patiently waiting for Josh with a smile on my face,not regretting a single thing.Josh comes out with a neutral look on his face,but once he sees me his eyes light up.

"What'd you get?"I ask,handing him my stuff.

"Detention everyday after school for a week,"He smirks,shrugging like it's no big deal.

"I'd tell you how oh-so irresponsible that is,and how I'm really disappointed in you,but I won't because I secretly enjoyed that."I say,laughing a little at the end.

"Annnnd this is why I love you,"He asks,hanging is arm loosely around my shoulder.

I laugh and we end up walking back to our lockers to put out stuff away since it was only five minutes until lunch.

***

At the end of the day,I was completely exhausted and so relieved one I heard the final bell ring.Me and Josh side by side to our lockers smiling and talking about the last lesson we just had.

"What are you doing now babe?"I ask,getting my bag out of my locker then closing my ocker and make sure I lock it.

"Detention starts today,"He frowns.

I feel my heart sink a little at the fact I have to go home by myself.I frown and nod,giving him a hug and a peck on the lips.

"I'll see you tomorrow babe,"He whispers in my ear before he lets me go.

"Bye,"I wave to him before walking away.

I open the large double doors and walk out into the cool December air,my breath instantly turning into mist as soon as it leaves my mouth. I shiver a little and make my way to my car,I usually walk but it's way to cold today.

I fumble for the right key on the set and finally look up to find a very annoying sight.Justin,leaning against my car with his phone in his hands,tapping away with his thumbs.

I roll my eyes,"get off my car,"

"Oh Ariana,nice to see you to,"He smiles.

Justin;

Why was I even here?I didn't know.

I don't know what to say..

"Yeah yeah,now move Justin,"She snaps.

"I..I just wanted to talk,"I say,rubbing the back of my neck.

She laughs,"there's nothing to talk about,now seriously,move."

I obey and move to the side,feeling my cheeks flame up,what is this girl doing to me?I can't even hold a conversation with her without being an asshole or embarrassing myself.

She unlocks the car and sits inside,she goes to shut the door but I hold it back.

"Why are you being such a bitch?"I snap.

I couldn't help it,I didn't just wanna sit here and embarrass myself,and it's just the way I act now,so I've gotten used to it and I can't help it.I regret saying it when I see the anger filling her eyes.

She stands out of the car and looks at me with accusing eyes,"Me?"

"Yes,you,"I roll my eyes. whoops.

"Are you fucking kidding me Justin?"She raises her voice,"YOU FUCKING LEFT ME WHEN YOU KNEW I HAD NO WHERE ELSE TO GO,YOU ABANDONED ME AND LEFT ME AT THE TIME WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST.I SAT IN MY ROOM COUNTLESS NIGHTS,CRYING BECAUSE I WAS SCARED TO DEATH SOMETHING WAS GOING TO HAPPEN WITH HENRY OR AUSTIN,THE NIGHTS HENRY HAD NIGHT SHIFT I WOULD LOCK MYSELF IN THE BATHROOM BECAUSE I WAS SO SCARED,ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!SO SORRY FOR BEING A BITCH TO YOU JUSTIN,BUT AT LEAST I'M NOT AN INCONSIDERATE,SELFISH,SELF-CENTERED DICK,"Her voice slowly got louder,and by the end she was screaming,tears running down her face and a small crowd gathered.

I was speechless..

"I...I didn't know.."I managed to say quietly.

She laughs and wipes the tears away,"Oh,you really don't want to know what you've done to me,and you know exactly,what I'm talking about."

I look down and her hand is rubbing her wrist.In that moment,I feel like the world is crashing down on me,how could I do this to her,I love ariana so much,I'm making her cut?And Cry?What feels like the most painful pain I've ever felt ripped through my chest and traveled through my entire body.

I was wrong,so wrong.

But if I didn't end it there,Ariana would end up like my....Like my mom..

"I'm so sorry,"I whisper,stepping forward and reaching my arms out to hug her.

"Don't,"She warns,pushing me away harshly.

I stand back defeated,how could I do this to her?

No,Justin,get yourself together,this was for her own good,right?

Yes,right.

Ariana;

I wait untill I have pulled out of the parking lot to let the tears flow freely.By the time I hit my street,I was full on sobbing,my heart was aching and I've never felt this way before.I hated it.

I hated him.

I get out of the car,trying to control my tears,Henry was on another mission,he was coming back on Friday though,so only four more days until he comes home.

I walk upstairs to my room and go to my only saviour 

My blades.

Sorry it's a short chapter but I hope you enjoyed,KEEP COMMENTING FOR A DEDICATION EVEN THOUGH YOU PROBZ DONT CARE IF YOU GET ONE UM YEAH K.

Also,this was really hard for me to write because I'm also going through the same thing Justin is,I left my bestfriend because I didn't want to hurt her and now she hates me and shes become best friends with this bitch fake asf hoe i hate her a lot and yeah i feel so bad but i know its for the best.

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