My demons{Jariana/Justin and ariana}

"you left your shirt at my house"

Song of the chapter;Helplessly by tatiana monaois

I listened to the movie,but the words wouldn't comprehend what was actually happening, all I could think about was how horribly wrong what I was doing right now really is,I mean me and Justin aren't,dating,I guess,but I still kissed him,twice,and that's cheating on Josh.

But,in my heart,I also knew htat Justin was the one I wanted to be with and he was the one that made me happy,as much as I hate to say it,Josh was a rebound.

"Justin,I feel so bad,"I sigh,

"Why?"He says with a frown,turning his attention to me.

"I'm cheating on Josh right now,and even though you don't care about Maddie,you're cheating on her too and that's not right,"

He sighs and rubs his hnds over his face,"I know,"

"But I love you,"I whisper

"I love you too,I don't know what to do,"

I nod in agreement.

"By the way,what were you going to tell me about Josh before..?"i ask curiously.

"Uh..N-Nothing,"he stutters nervously,looking away from me.

"Justin,"I warn.

"Are you hungry?Let's order pizza,"He changes the subject,his words coming out too quickly as he stands up and pulls his phone out,walking into the kitchen.

I know he's lying but I decide not to push it,for now.

My phone vibrates in my pocket,at first I thought it was text so I left it,but it keps vibrating,indicating it was a call.I sgh and pull my phone out of my pocket. My hearbeat speeds up and my throat goes dry. I take a deep breath in and answer the phone,

"Hey babe,"

"Hey,I'm sorry for storming out before and leaving you with no ride,I hope you weren't too cold walking,"he apologises.

"Uh..Yeah,"I laugh nervously,"it's fine,"

"So I'm just on my way to your house now,that's cool yeah?"

Shit 

"Uh..Y-Yeah,yeah cool,"I say,my voice coming out more rushed then it intended to be.

"Cool,be there in five,"he says beffore hanging up 

 OH SHIT

"Justin!"I call in a frantic tone,standing up and gathering my wet clothes,how amd I going to explain to him whos clothes these are?

"Yeah?"He calls back.

"i gotta go!"I shout,not giving him the chance to reply before running out of the door and running all the way to my house.

I shut the door and run up the stairs,unfortunately half way up the doorbell rings,shit.

I run down the stairs,and open the door.

"Hi babe-Who's clothes are they?"Josh says in confusion.

"Uh..Umm..They are H-Henrys,yeah Henry's."I nod,trying to sound convincing but failing miserably.

"Ok?"He says,dragging out the sounds in each letter.

He walks inside and I shut the door,letting out a sigh of relif.

"It's fucking cold out there,"He shivers,taking off his jacket.

"yeah,"I laugh nervously.

He sighs,"I'm sorry for everything ok?'

I nod and he smiles in reply,wrapping his arms around me.I wrap my arms around him in return anc can't help the feeling of guilt in my stomach as I unintentionally compare this to Justin's hugs.

The doorbell rings,causing me to jump.Josh breaks from my hug and gives me a confused llok,as if to ask me if I was expecting anyone..

I give him a small shrug.He shrugs back and turns around to open the door,and that's where my biggest nightmare came to life.

"You forgot your shirt at my house,"Justin says,then his eyes widen as he notices it's josh at the door.

This chapter was barely five hundred words im so sorry it was super short but i havent updated in a long time and i wanted to update for you guys and yeah sorry 

~Mia xo

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