Dorm Mates// E.G.D

9

[ the beginning of this chapter is kind of... weird in a way and bruno mars song is in here]
The Next Day

"Ethan" A girl moans quite muffled "Ava cant know" I hear Ethan as I slowly open my eyes to see the curtains closed "ETHAN" I yell immediately standing up whilst covering my eyes but I manage to find the girls hair and drag her out "Come on i was close Av" Ethan pauses "Ava" He says clearing his throat .

"AVA" The girl says as I uncover my eyes and open the door "you bitch" I say realising its Autumn and slam the door pushing her out and then I turn to a naked Ethan "put your clothes on" I say covering my eyes again "you know when i said something like you had to fuck the rest of my friends" I ask Ethan "yeah" He says "I didnt mean it" I say uncovering my eyes.

"I know I just couldnt help it" He says "what even is the time" I ask "Like four" He says "Im going to slap you harder than i slapped your back" I say clenching my jaw "are you trying to do something because there are so much girls you could be fucking right now and I wouldnt care but Autumn seriously you know shes" I stop.

Ethan looks at me confused "I dont care" I say getting back in bed "Im going to bed" I say calmly yet furious "i cant be bothered with my friends why do i trust so much people and let them in" I say shaking my head as tears roll down my face.

"look im sorry" he says "no its fine" i lie "i dont want to have an attack or something because i lost you" He says as i dont take it to heart because i think its a stupid excuse hes using "i didnt think you would wake up" He says "when someone is moaning next to me i will wake up ethan even if its one of my friends and when you say i cant know" I sigh looking at the wall.

"how much more secrets do you have its only been a week and a few days and youve been with two wait three of my friends its stupid to think i care which i dont" I say.

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I wake up early and leave to go have a shower since i was still made from a few hours ago, I decided to go sit outside near a river and watch the sunrise for someone who hates feelings i sure do get them easily but i dont like ethan i know that i just get carried away.

I knew we weren't allowed out before school hours but I honestly dont care, the security here dont really care either so i could go where ever I wanted but my car was at my old house or my family home.

I look down at my phone which was buzzing

Ethan: where are you?
Ethan: Ava?
Ethan: You Dead?
Ethan: you never wake up before me where are you?
Ethan: are you alright?
Ethan: Ava
Ethan: Are you mad
Ethan: please answer me
Ethan: or just tell me that your ok?
Ethan: Please
Ethan: i just dont want you hurt
Ethan: ok?

Ethan: im sorry
*23 Missed Calls from Ethan*
Ethan: look im sorry and I mean it I am sorry for you know what, I didnt mean to do it and I do feel bad I could see the hurt in your eyes when you looked me in my eyes this morning. I could tell something inside of you was hurt and I feel really bad just whatever you do dont be stupid please i dont want whatever we have to disappear and for us to act like nothing happened. Our friendship not anything else.

Unknown Number: Hey Ava this is Grayson, Ethan ran into my dorm and checked if you were in here and he gave me your number hoping you would respond. Ive never seen him genuinely worried about someone before.

I felt like I needed my car at school so before school started I ordered a uber back to my old house

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I always have my keys on me including my car keys so once i arrived at my old house I get in my car and drive to school hoping Lawrence wouldn't see that I took my car since you can see everything from his room, I drive off and get another message.

Grayson: i know your seeing these indicating your not injured but please help me ethans going really crazy and for some reason i cant stop him.

I read the message over and over again

I go back to school and make my way to Graysons dorm, I open the dorm and see Ethan with tears "what if shes hurt what if its all my fault dude what if shes like in trouble" hearing Ethan panic triggered something in me i didnt know i had I slowly walk into the room and sit next to him as he looks at me.

He stares at me "im sorry" he says I smile at him and then I hug him "im sorry for not taking you seriously" I whisper "you mean alot to me as a friend ok i- i didnt want anything bad happen especially to you" He whispers.

"well now i know another cure for his problems" Grayson says as I look at him and roll my eyes Ethans word replayed in my mind friend? so I was just a friend to him nothing more.

"You okay" I ask him as we both let go of each other and he looks at me and nods Grayson walks out of the room and Ethan places his hand on my thigh "you read my messages yeah" He said as I nod "i just want you to know I mean every thing I say to you I would never lie to you okay" He says as I look at him and for some reason I trust him.

Ethan puts his face in my neck and for some reason I felt as if I could trust him, the only person i can probably trust "Im just glad your safe i guess" He says as I place one of my hands on his hair "or are you trying to get close to my boobs" I chuckle making him laugh "no" He chuckles

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Dear Diary,

If you ever leave me baby, leave some morphine at my door cause it would take a whole lot of medication to realise what we used to have we dont have it anymore. theres no religion that could save me no matter how long my knees are on the floor, so keep in mind all the sacrifices im making to keep you by my side to keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there will be no sunlight if i lose you baby there will be no clear skies if i lose you baby just like the clouds my eyes will do the same if you walk away.

Everyday it will rain
-Ava xx