Wild Heart (Jacob Seed x reader)

11. Chapter

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What is Christmas? It is tenderness for the past, courage for the present, hope for the future - Agnes M. Pahro

Jacobs Prov.:

„I'm really worried' bout (Y/N). She still looks so sad" Faith said with sorrow evident in her voice. "I think it'll take a while till she accepts the death of her family, Faith." I said as I sipped on my lukewarm coffee, not touching the breakfast that was on my plate; I couldn't eat or focus on something, when I don't know if she's really alright. Plus, she's gone since early in the morning, she left my cabin without sayin' anything; I wouldn't be worried if Remus & Scotty were with her. "Fuck, that bastard." I miss those fur balls too.

"Anyway, I hope that she'll be back in the evening." Faith said, bringing me back to reality. "I can't wait till she knows what her presents are. I wanna see (Y/N) smile again." "Me too sis." I whispered & patted her head. We planned to celebrate Christmas at my region, cuz the Deputy ran off to John's & will probably stay there for a while; one thing less to worry 'bout.

"Y'all can do whatever ya want with this place, decorate it & stuff." I grumbled as I threw a jacket over & grabbed the car keys.

"Where ya goin'?" Faith asked curiously as she ran up to me. "Imma go & look for (Y/N) & bring her home." "Oh, be careful & don't come late." "You should tell that John, he promised to come here early, to help with the preparations & I still don't see his ass 'round here. That damn bastard's probably sittin' with a face mask & drinking coffee peacefully." "Stop complaining big guy & go get yo girl." Before I could retort, she already pushed me out through the entrance & slammed the door shut behind me.

∞Time skip brought to you by John knitting a pullover that says "Yes"∞

I already knew where she most likely would be at; it was clear, she would go to the place that held memories of her family. So, here I was walking through thick layers of snow, cuz there wasn't an actual path to the cabin; but I did see her car & foot prints leading to it. Once I arrived, I noticed how much the place has changed over the past year; well she didn't have time to visit this place with all the work she had to deal with. But it also might've been the resistance who found this place & scavenged it, or in other words destroyed it.

(Y/N)'s familiar silhouette stood in front of me, her (h/l) (h/c) hair was hidden inside a big beanie & scarf. Her head was facing down & I noticed how her shoulders were slightly shaking. No matter how cold I might be, the sight of her in such a broken state made me feel bad; I had to do something. I tried to walk quietly as possible, even though I knew that the crunching of the snow underneath my feet would give me away. But she seemed to be too deep in thought to notice my presence.

Your Prov.:

You didn't know how long you were standing in the middle of the remains of you old cabin, crying & sobbing because of the deep hole inside your chest. All there was left were memories of your family but a part of them was taken away too, after you found everything you once owned & cared for, destroyed. It only made you hate the resistance more; well to be specific it was only one person who brought chaos upon Hope County; so, your anger was mostly aimed towards the Deputy.

Your train of thoughts was suddenly interrupted, when you felt yourself being lifted up & thrown over a broad & muscular shoulder. If you didn't recognize Jacobs military coat right away, you would've for sure kicked & stabbed/shot the shit outta this person, but your favourite ginger had luck that you did. "Ya idiot, why would ya scare me like that, huh? Want me to have a heart attack or what?" You complaint as you hit his back with your fists.