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Vodka and juice paired with writing

might not mix too well,

but I can't care all too much

because I'm feeling swell.


The scars and wounds left open by you

heal on their own, with time.

We both did great at fucking me up,

we both committed this crime.


I'm with someone else now,

and yeah, he treats me great.

But everyday I still think about

how you filled me with hate.


You pulled your hair out

and blamed it on me

said "Look what you're doing!"

What a great scheme.


You painted me out

to be the monster you are

but you chased me down a street

so I hid on top of a car.


My best friends car,

to be exact

and the street was dark, secluded

because you don't know how to act.


Former best friend*

You took that with you too.

Even though she was mine,

you act like she belonged to you.


I lost most everything

the day I left your house

The kids I babysat, and loved

along with my favorite blouse.


I'll say sorry, indirectly

cause I fucked up as well

Again, I'm drinking vodka and juice

Even after this...

I still feel swell.

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