Working for Xxxtentacion

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We were sitting down and sipping on our drinks waiting for our food. 

"Alright, so what you zodiac sign?" He asked

"I'm a virgo. Et toi?"

"Huh?"

"It's french for and you."

"Oh, french is sexy, anyways, I'm an Aries."

Every single Aries I've met is mean and aggressive.

"Cool cool. So what's a place you've always wanted to visit?"

"L.A. What about you"

Typical.

"Tokyo."

"Really Tokyo?" He asked like it was disgusting

"Yes?"

The silence was interrupted by the lady bringing us our food. 

"Thank you." I said 

"No problem hun." 

She gave Tyler his food and walked away. 

"What's something you're interested in?" He asked cutting his steak

"Managing."

"What do you mean by that."

"I mean taking care of people's business and just getting them organized."

"Maybe you could manage my homework or something." He chuckled

The boy was so cute I couldn't help but laugh.

The rest of the date went fine a little but fine. He drove me back and dropped me off. He walked me to the doorstep. 

"We definitely do this again sometime." He smiled

"Yeah. I had a good time."

"Me too." 

He leaned in a gave me a passionate kiss. We pulled apart and I just smiled. 

"I'll see you tomorrow." I said 

"Yeah. Night."

"Night."

I went inside and everyone was in the living room including my friends. They turned the living room TV off and looked at me.

"What?" 

"How'd it go?" Josh asked

"Good, we talked a lot, and he said we should do it again." 

"Yessss!" The girls screamed

"Well I'm tired so night y'all."

Fast forward two months later.

Tyler and I are still dating he's been wanting to get to 3rd base but I felt like it was way too early. Right now we were at this party, I have no idea who's throwing it though. I had about 2 drinks. I was dancing with Tyler and he led me upstairs. He sat me on the bed and took off his shirt. 

"What are you-"

"Shhhh." He said silencing me with a kiss

He kept trying to take my cloths off I just fought back by distracting him with kisses. 

"No Tyler." I said taking his hand off my booby

"What's wrong with you?! I don't understand you, we've been dating for 2 fucking months, 2! This isn't taking it too fast. We ain't going no where."

(A/N, Elleanor: Why are going so fucking fast niggah
            Tyler: We stopped we stoped tho-
           Eelleanor: woahhhhhhhhh)

"What are you tryna say?" I asked 

"I'm trying to say I'm over it! I don't wanna do this no more."

"Because I wouldn't let you smash?" I said doing my 'FYM' face

"Yes! I mean no." 

I got up and left. I headed down the stairs but I felt him grab my arm.

"Wait I'm sorry. I-I won't do it again."

"No man." I said trying to get out of his grasp

"I only wanted your ass anyway hoe!" He said pushing me down the stairs making me fall for a good 2 minutes

Everyone just stared and gasped. 

"Bestfrannn you ok? What happened?" Jamie asked helping me up

"I done." I said on the verge of crying

I went into my car my car and cried while driving to Jahseh's house. I finally arrived but I didn't have my key with me. So I just kept ringing his doorbell until he answered. It was pretty late about 12 or 1 in the morning.

"Damn can a nigga get some sl-"

I attacked him with a hug and sobbed into his bear chest

"What's wrong?" He asked closing the door

"He broke up with me." I cried

"Why?"

"Cause I wouldn't let him smash at the stupid party tonight. He pushed me down the fucking stairs he's been trying to hit for weeks, and he said that I'm a hoe." 

"What? He put his hands on you?!" He said mad

I nodded my head

"Like for what, we've been dating for two fucking months! 2 months Jah. I've been getting distance with my friends for him." I said 

And it was true. He'd always want me to be with him at all times. 

"Don't lose you shit over a nigga who don't even deserve you."

"I shouldn't and I'm so mad at myself cause how I could I be so stupid. Stupid enough to think that someone like that like me." 

"You're not stupid. You were just blinded by that white boy smile he probably does." He said making me laugh

"You know you're right. I still feel stupid. But I shouldn't be stressin over him. Jahseh?"

"Yes?"

"I think you're the only man I should be stressing about."

"And why?"

"Cause I love you. And I want to be with you."