"I know I got a messed up life, but baby when I'm with you it fades away.."

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"I know im not perfect
I know i mess up
But ill never forget
When we fell in love
Im trying to get better
Baby, understand
No matter what we go through
I'm still gonna be your man"

You look out your large open window and down at the garden below. There stands Ezra, guitar in hand, singing his heart out.

"I'm trying to get better
I'm hard to love cause my feelings change like the weather
I still love you
Even when we weren't together"

He had been on and off all summer when we were hanging out. That's why I decided to cut it off. If there were no feelings on one side of the relationship, I don't want it.

"Baby you know it
Im sorry i blew it
Yeah, I'm sorry i blew it
I know that was stupid
I know that i hurt you
My words they have hurt you
They left you some bruises"

I smile sadly down at him. They did in fact leave some bruises. He said things that hurt the most. Looked at me with a glare that held nothing but hatred. No love in the looks he sent, only anger. Anger at me? That was the thing I didn't know. I didn't know if the anger he held in his eyes was locked in because of me. The anger just showed up one day, captured in his eyes, for no apparent reason.

"You know that i am in love with your smile
I know its been a while
You're the one i admire
You've ignited a fire in me
You and i know it's meant to be
My love for you is true baby"

He smiles up at me, his hazel eyes looking into my own. The moonlight reflected onto the tears that were cascading down his soft face.

"I know im not perfect
I know i mess up
But ill never forget
When we fell in love
Im trying to get better
Baby, understand
No matter what we go through
I'm still gonna be your man
But let me love you til the very end You're my best friend
I love you now like i did way back then Oh yeah, way back then"

That line brings back memories. The nights where we used to sit under the big oak wood tree in my front yard and just talk. The days where we used to go down to the park and sit on the swings, sometimes talking, and sometimes just sitting in comfortable silence.

" But you know that
But you know that
But you know that
You are the one for me
You know
You know that you are the one that i adore
Can we go back to saying that i love you like before"

I honestly don't know if everything could be healed and back to the way it was those years ago, but I do know that we will try. I would try to mend things with Ezra.

"Everything's gonna be alright Everything's gonna be okay
I know i got a messed up life
But baby when im with you it fades away
Everything's gonna be alright Everything's gonna be okay
I know i got a messed up life
But baby when im with you it fades away"

I smile down at him. He turns his guitar on his back and speaks a final sentence, looking directly at me,

"I know I got a messed up life, but baby when I'm with you it fades away.."

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Hi darlin's! How've you been? (This is like a genuine question I'm curious. This was a request! I'm so sorry if this isn't what you wanted! I had a lot of fun with this one shot! I've also been really hooked with IBE's music. He's a very talented artist and even won The voice! That's all darlins! Much love!

-Miley🖤

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