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seventy-five.

sana

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Today at 19:37

Guk? How did it go?
Storm's here with me

Thank you for taking care of storm
I really owe you a lot

You don't owe me anything, Guk
I like taking care of Storm
Now spill the details

Well Jimin and I talked a lot
But it wasnt just Jimin who was there

Wait
They're all there?

Yes

Including...

Yes, Sana. Including Taehyung.

Oh, Guk
What happened then?

He looked so beautiful right in front of me
I was rendered speechless just by looking at him
I somehow asked myself how I managed to take those photos of him without my heart leaping out of my chest

Sappy but understandable
Did you talk to him?

That's the problem
He won't even spare me a glance
He was just THERE
Sitting, sipping his hot chocolate, just listening to anyone BUT me
I can't even make a move to get to him because his boyfriend was right beside him

Wait what?
Boyfriend?
He already has a new boyfriend?!

Unfortunately...

Oh god
what will you do now?
Guk, Taehyung had been a VERY big part of you

Sana, I won't sabotage his happiness just bc I fucked up in the past
I just really want to reach out to him and apologize for now
Maybe if he'll listen to me, we'll become friends again
I just want to mend everything that's been broken bc of me

But Guk always remember this
The heart wants what it wants
Your mind may not remember him but your heart always does
You loved him so much, Guk. I doubt you'd be able to unlove him the moment your brain remembers.

I really dont want to talk about that right now
I'm just gonna focus on fixing things with them
And maybe if the time comes that I'll be able to remember them completely,
I've already mastered the art of acceptance and just move on

Let him be happy even if it's with someone else
I don't deserve someone like him, Sana
I never did.

I wish I can help you remember.

I gotta go, Sana. I'm so exhausted.
Kiss Storm for me please.

Rest well, Guk. Storm says Good night.

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Jimin

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Today at 19:57

Why did you do it?

Do what exactly?

Why did you tell Jeongguk that I'm Taehyung's boyfriend?
Jimin
You, out of all people, know that I'm not

Yoongi hyung
I'm sorry but I had to okay?
Taehyung messaged me last night
Said that he wanted me to tell Jeongguk that the two of you are in a relationship
I had no choice but to comply. He threatened me that he wouldn't come if I don't do it.
I just really want the seven of us to reunite
Well except for Hoseok who's still in the US

I'm so sorry hyung
Didn't get the chance to tell you about his plan

Jimin
I love Taehyung.
I've always been in love with him
That's why I'm so scared

What are you scared of exactly?

I'm scared that one day he'll realize that he doesn't need me anymore

I'm sure Taehyung assured you on that one.
He won't do that to you

He won't... for now
And that's because Jeongguk hasn't made a move yet
But once he does, my best friend duty will be over

You're being paranoid
How can you be so sure that Taehyung still wants to go back to him
despite the pain he felt when Jeongguk left him?

He loved him so much, Jimin.
He sacrificed everything for him
I'm so scared because I know that once they fix all of these
and he gives Jeongguk a chance to be close to him once more,
I'll be left alone.
I'll be forgotten.

I don't want to lose him.

Yoongi breathe.
You won't lose him.
So pull yourself together and put on a goddamn fight if you have to
You understand me?

I do.
I'm so sorry. I'm just so scared.

I know. You've said that a couple of times already.
You have to rest, hyung. I know this day had been too much
And please talk to Taehyung about what's bothering you
He deserves to know about this

I will, chim.
Thank you for listening.

Anytime hyung.

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