Letters to Rey | Star Wars

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Dear Rey,

Once again I apologize for not being able to write for so long, apparently a lOyAl mEmBeR of the First Order stole my personalized daisy-scented stationery paper set and used them to send love letters to your friends. And you know what? I only discovered this when I opened my very secret drawer and found out that my set was gone, so was my favorite lightsaber pen. Of course, I was furious. But guess what? The culprit was kind enough to leave a single piece of paper for me to write this letter to you. With that said, this might be the last letter I'll be able to send to you because we've ran out of papers here. And since this might be the last, I felt the need to tell you everything.
By everything, I mean I'm inserting these scrap letters that didn't make it before. (Not that I didn't include them because they were too embarrassing, but because I kept them for the sake of the plot.)

Well, here goes nothing.

Dear Ray, Raye???????
I don't know how to spell your name, do you spell it as e-x-q-u-i-s-i-t-e or b-r-e-a-t-h-t-a-k-i-n-g???? I need it for my thesis.

Dear Rey,
I finally learned how to spell your name. Do you know how I did it? I used my extraordinary force abilities to do so. Yep, I'm extraordinary. That's me. (Don't believe any stormtrooper that says I asked them to ask for the spelling of your name they are absolute liars.)

Dear Rey,
What's your favorite color? Mine's red. Red is freaking tight.

Dear Rey,
What type of bread do you like? Not that I would make you one I just feel the need to know my enemies' weakness.

Dear Rey,
Why is your boots sandy? Do you like sand?

Dear Rey,
I bought this blue milk from the credit store, but I don't know how to read the expiration date. How will I know if it's expired?

Dear Rey,
Why is the Force connecting us? It almost spoiled my birthday suprise for you OH WAIT

Dear Rey,
Why are you standing in the rain? You'll get cold!!!!!

Dear Rey,
You look baeutiful tonight

Dear Rey,
You look beutiful

Dear Rey,
BREATHTAKING. YOU ARE.

Dear Rey,
I hate Luke. Why does he always know the right time to interrupt????? He's ruining my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Rey,
I heard you were coming over. No I am not excited I am just cleaning my room and lighting up daisy-scented candles because I do that every night. Nothing special.

Dear Rey,
Apparently no one informed me that you'd be coming with your hair wonderfully let down. I'm not telling you that you look exquisite in it, I just think it's a refreshing look.

Dear Rey,
Why didn't you take my hand? I just wanted to take you to dinner. You're breaking my heart </3

Dear Rey,
I am over you. ABSOLUTELY. 10000000000% From now on I will continue my Dark Side ways.

Dear Rey,
Remember when I told you I was over you???? Well I was lying. I miss you.

Dear Rey,
Is this the type of necklaces you like? I can make you hundreds of these if you want.

Dear Rey,
Everyone's so busy here and someone really had the guts to take advantage of the busyness to steal my favorite stationery set. I AM LIVID!!! I hate it here.

I think that's the last of my drafts. They look stupid don't they? But as I writing this part, I have come to realize that what I feel for you is far greater than infatuation. Yes, that wasn't a typo. I didn't misspell anything. What I am saying is true. I am madly in love with you. So bad that I can't even fathom how intense my feelings are for you. And I am not saying this as Supreme Leader Kylo Ren, but as Ben Solo. I know, I know. You may think that I am telling you this only to lure you back to the dark side, but I can assure you, I am done with that. I have decided to go back to the light. I only returned to my Star Destroyer to retrieve the scraps attached here and this remaining piece of paper. After that I am leaving for good, and I'll be heading to Exegol to hand this to you personally. I'm uncertain of what will happen next, I just know that from now on, I will always be with you.

Love,
Ben

p.s.
Please don't read these when I am around, it's so embarrassing for me.

— a/n:

and that concludes ben's letters to rey!! i finally had the energy to finish this...after FOUR YEARS JSKSSJKS as you can see, there's a lot of  gaps between my updates, mainly because i was busy with school and i didn't really have the energy to write anything for almost two years (also, i didn't expect to get this much reads!) but after some self-convincing i have managed to finish this! so i would like to thank everyone who read  from the very first chapter up to this part, you guys are the best.

may the force be with you <3

a.